"I've never had to use these before"

Nonsensical ramblings GO!

So, I've decided to cut you off. I know I'm dramatic and probably seem childish and rash, but I'm a passionate creature and if I don't do thing with conviction then they don't mean anything to me.
You don't even know half of me. You are so missing out. I could help you if you'd talked to me. COULD have helped. I hope this is what you wanted, because it's permanent, if all goes well. I'm not treating myself well, I don't deserve this, it will be easier for both of us really. Once I get over the hurt, once the wound heals I'm sure it won't feel so painful. I'll get tougher from it. I'm worth it. I deserve people who are kind and actually think of my feelings, and don't assume I mean bad or won't get what you mean, and...!
I am beautiful, and YOU are missing out. I'm done. Finished. I have SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE, and if you think, for a DAMNS SECOND that THAT IS THE REASON YOU SHOULDN'T BE AROUND ME, THAT THE SINGLE THING THAT I VALUE MOST ABOUT MYSELF IS MY MAJOR FLAW
then I really
REALLY
DO NOT NEED YOU as a friend
HEAR ME ROAR.

/rant

See me as dramatic and get out of my life
see me as passionate, and I'll give my love to you instead.