Snow passed away yesterday morning...

I was relaxing it up and pondering bed time, and I heard this yipping or whining and I thought it was my collie mix macey wanting to go outside. So I asked my husband to go check on her, and he did.

He then hollard my name, and I got up and ran down the hall to my baby limp in his arms, when he fine just hours ago. So I rushed over to him and took him in my arms, and I brought him to the kitchen.

I tried to look inside his mouth, and he bit down my fingers, I gave him water, pedialyte, sugar water, hoping it would do something to bring him back. It perked him up just slightly, while my husband was on the phone trying to reach the emergency number for our vet.

We got pretty upset, nobody answering, and time was being wasted. I wrapped snow up in a towel, and then I carried him to my bed. And I curled up right beside him, and I told him "It's ok, mommies here" and he started to show just how much pain he was in. And after that moment, I held him tight, and I waited. And in a few moments he was gone.

I couldn't do anything more for him, and this is a real huge burden on me.

And it is so hard to type this right now.

Snow, I'm sorry honey, I love you ;-;