Sometimes I get these bouts of anxiety where I lose all motivation to do anything but sit there knowing I NEED to do something, yet I can't, and I sit there with a paranoid feeling trying to figure out what I should do, but the anxiety is just there fighting me on it, convincing me that nothing I do at that moment will matter or make me happy.
Often during these moments for some reason I desperately repeat "ummmmm" in my head while trying to fight it off. Maybe in an attempt to create an imaginary auditory distraction? I'm not sure.


Just a note, I post these kinds of vent sketches as a way of releasing these frustrations in knowing people may listen whether they comment or not. If you relate to anything I post or want to talk about your experiences with things like anxiety or anything that troubles you, please feel free to discuss it here in comments or note me. I'm here to listen too.