Kat: i have 20 and Still Liking This, why?
Diapers, Why?
Baby Bottle, Pacis, Why?
Bibs and Mameluke, Why?
Just Vent Shit
Diapers, Why?
Baby Bottle, Pacis, Why?
Bibs and Mameluke, Why?
Just Vent Shit
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Yeah I know what you mean. I commonly ask myself this cause I just find this whole interest just confusing and just kind of wrong for some reason. I enjoy it however at the same time which makes it even more awkward. Don't know if I'll ever be truly accepting of this side of me.
I'd say just don't let social pressures push you away from being yourself. Just enjoy and let you be you :3. I just find it sad that social pressures can have this kind of power over people of many kinds (including the gay community which is why many are still in the closet) and have to keep major parts of themselves bottled up.
And it sounds like you might also potentially be going though or at risk of going though the infamous "Binge and Purge Cycle" that many AB/DLs go though. Basically you get a strong urge to want to indulge in AB/DL stuff such as wearing diapers, having a pacifier or bottle, etc. But after awhile, mainly due to thoughts and worry about social pressures and "norms", you begin to feel wrong for whatever reason and try to stop and/or get rid of stuff like your diapers. Then the urge comes again and starts the cycle starts again.
And this website, depsite its age, is a great resource for and on AB/DLs. This is their article on the Binge/Purge Cycle: http://understanding.infantilism.or.....urge_cycle.php
And it sounds like you might also potentially be going though or at risk of going though the infamous "Binge and Purge Cycle" that many AB/DLs go though. Basically you get a strong urge to want to indulge in AB/DL stuff such as wearing diapers, having a pacifier or bottle, etc. But after awhile, mainly due to thoughts and worry about social pressures and "norms", you begin to feel wrong for whatever reason and try to stop and/or get rid of stuff like your diapers. Then the urge comes again and starts the cycle starts again.
And this website, depsite its age, is a great resource for and on AB/DLs. This is their article on the Binge/Purge Cycle: http://understanding.infantilism.or.....urge_cycle.php
Yeah I try not to but it all the social stigmas and junk related to ABDL stuff just brings my anxiety issues to a boil. I've had the binges but currently have yet to have a purge where I throw everything out but I have purged by just wasting whatever disposables I may have at the time like doubling/tripling up with no plans to make full use of the padding. Yeah the urge to truly wear usually hits me after one of these purges and I'm stuck feeling anxious and irritable off and on till I can get more.
Oh and I've looked at Bittergrey's site before for info in the past when I couldn't resolve something related to this stuff. It's helped but there's some things that aren't on there that bother me a bit and kind of frustrate me since I can't figure it out.
Oh and I've looked at Bittergrey's site before for info in the past when I couldn't resolve something related to this stuff. It's helped but there's some things that aren't on there that bother me a bit and kind of frustrate me since I can't figure it out.
You know, at some point some adult told us that wanting and liking these things wasn't OK. But we'd think a parent was being pretty mean if they went around telling their kids it was bad to like to dance, sing, or draw pictures. What's different about wanting to stay in diapers or use pacifiers? It's harmless and makes us happy.
"It's just not something grownups do" isn't a real reason why doing something is bad. And it's not even true.
"It's just not something grownups do" isn't a real reason why doing something is bad. And it's not even true.
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