We needed you lately, you know... The divorce, the hospital thing, my epilepsy... Hell, even Onyx getting cancer... Everything that's happened in the last ten years, we've needed you... You have no idea how bad my mom misses you..
I only knew you for ten years, and I don't have a whole lotta memories, but I know I loved you. I know you were my favorite. I know I loved spending time at your apartment. I remember your smell, your bed, the layout of your home. I remember the feathers in your goose down comforter stabbing me in the eyes, and I'd go on missions to pull out the ones that were attacking me.. I remember the last time I saw you.. You didn't like convertibles much, but you agreed to come with us. You knew you were dying, I think. We drove around Elizabeth for a while, and you told us what were wild berries, and that we'd have to come back when they were ready. A few months later, you were gone... Why did my aunt have to kidnap you?
I was smart, and cute, and sassy as all hell, and I know you loved me... You were so proud. If you saw me now... Would you still be proud? Would you still love me?
Ten years ago today, my grandma died.. I miss her a lot more than I like to admit...
I only knew you for ten years, and I don't have a whole lotta memories, but I know I loved you. I know you were my favorite. I know I loved spending time at your apartment. I remember your smell, your bed, the layout of your home. I remember the feathers in your goose down comforter stabbing me in the eyes, and I'd go on missions to pull out the ones that were attacking me.. I remember the last time I saw you.. You didn't like convertibles much, but you agreed to come with us. You knew you were dying, I think. We drove around Elizabeth for a while, and you told us what were wild berries, and that we'd have to come back when they were ready. A few months later, you were gone... Why did my aunt have to kidnap you?
I was smart, and cute, and sassy as all hell, and I know you loved me... You were so proud. If you saw me now... Would you still be proud? Would you still love me?
Ten years ago today, my grandma died.. I miss her a lot more than I like to admit...
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I'm sincerely and deeply sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother, Toby.. Especially with everything that's been going on, the last thing you need is her loss troubling you. You're a strong, sweet, caring, wonderful person Toby, and you should stay strong, I know it's hard but It's best to not let something get to you too badly. Otherwise it will eat at you and do nothing but be a pain the back of your mind. Toby, through our life we see many things come and go that we wish could stay forever, family, friends, pets, all kinds of things. But what's important is to know that it's okay, even though they're no longer with us in a physical sense, they'll always be with you in your memories. And that's something nothing can take away from you. I'm sure that your grandmother would be insurmountably proud of you, proud of the sweetness that you show every day, proud of how kind and compassionate you are to others, proud of what a strong woman you've grown into~ And Toby, she wouldn't have wanted you to be so distraught by her passing. She's in a better place now, wherever she may be, and just remember that she loved you and all the good times you two shared..~ But also remember, you've got many other people who love you as well, including me, you're one of my bestest friends and just think of all the fun times you still have yet to have and all the people who love you~
No matter what happens I'll always be right here by your side to help in any way I possibly can, it's what friends are for, and even though I'm by no means able to fill the spot.. I hope I can at least help make it better and make you happy again, you deserve happiness and it's what your grandmother would've wanted, I'm sure of it~ <=3 You're an amazing person Toby, she would've been proud to call you her grand-daughter and you're a strong fluffball who deserves to be happy~
Again, I'm sincerely sorry about everything that's happened in the past, you deserve a break to be able to just.. lay back, relax, and not worry about something for once. I know how it feels to lose a family member, too. My grandpa passed a while ago, I'm not sure on the exact time but.. My mother was so upset over it she didn't come out of her room for days, and I didn't really either. My grandpa was a sweet person, he was rough but he always cared and tried his best to help, he was somebody that you'd just get the feeling you were looking up to him no matter how old or tall you were, and well just.. He was a very kind-hearted man and I miss him dearly.. But it's okay, time heals all wounds, no matter how deep, and even though he's no longer with us, his memories are, and I'll cherish them forever.
So even though your grandma isn't with you anymore, just remember that in a way.. she kinda still is, you just have to hang onto what you have and continue living your life to the fullest, for her sake if nothing else. If you need to talk more or anything at all, I'll always be here for you and you know exactly where to find me~ <=3 *Gives you a big hug and huggles you into my warm fluffs* <3
No matter what happens I'll always be right here by your side to help in any way I possibly can, it's what friends are for, and even though I'm by no means able to fill the spot.. I hope I can at least help make it better and make you happy again, you deserve happiness and it's what your grandmother would've wanted, I'm sure of it~ <=3 You're an amazing person Toby, she would've been proud to call you her grand-daughter and you're a strong fluffball who deserves to be happy~
Again, I'm sincerely sorry about everything that's happened in the past, you deserve a break to be able to just.. lay back, relax, and not worry about something for once. I know how it feels to lose a family member, too. My grandpa passed a while ago, I'm not sure on the exact time but.. My mother was so upset over it she didn't come out of her room for days, and I didn't really either. My grandpa was a sweet person, he was rough but he always cared and tried his best to help, he was somebody that you'd just get the feeling you were looking up to him no matter how old or tall you were, and well just.. He was a very kind-hearted man and I miss him dearly.. But it's okay, time heals all wounds, no matter how deep, and even though he's no longer with us, his memories are, and I'll cherish them forever.
So even though your grandma isn't with you anymore, just remember that in a way.. she kinda still is, you just have to hang onto what you have and continue living your life to the fullest, for her sake if nothing else. If you need to talk more or anything at all, I'll always be here for you and you know exactly where to find me~ <=3 *Gives you a big hug and huggles you into my warm fluffs* <3
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