I’m not sure why but a wave of ecstasy has just washed over me. I was just drawing and playing the guitar when *BAM!*, it just hit me. It’s been coursing through me for about 40mins now. My face is flushed, I’m all shaky, breathing deeply, and it feels TOO good. I did nothing to provoke this, 100% pure Xander. My parents are down stairs screaming for what ever reason and I’m up in my room trying not to moan too loudly or yell down to them “OH GOD! Shut the hell up!”

Old drawing that I don't even really care for anymore but I wanted to show you all that I’m still here and… sorry cant think right now, the pleasures too much. Ahh EUPHORIA!