An adoptable I got off furbuy.
I felt a strong connection to her and instantly thought of my original design for Dusk. (my very first original fursona from way back when. I gave up on her design and just kept her within my mind due to never being able to put her down on paper exactly.)
For the longest time, she was nothing more than a figment of my imagination, the dream of a dream.

My darling satanic demon-wolf has finally risen from her surreal burial ground lain deep in the depths of my mind. (the world of suffering, complete and utter pain. Being forced to eat the innards of your dear loved ones, while your sibling is forced to eat your ground up hand like a hamburger blindfolded, and once the rest of your family and dear friends have been devoured monstrously, your mouth is sewn shut tight as you are forced to choke on your own vomit and drown in it is better than the place she was forced into hiding)

Yup.. This is why I have needed some help for a while now :)