Sketched and colored/added a background to this really quick.
I got home from Sakura Con feeling really awkward because of how nervous I was and what that cause to happen.
I was running around in a partial, and a dude I'd been talking to asked me if I wanted to hang with him and a few other suiters, so I met up with him. The other suiters were a bit popular I think ;w; but I just felt really awkward and nervous around them. Well the dude ended up leaving, and I was left alone with the suiters and the people making sure they had water and such.
Since I'm super nervous about stuff, I always get really scared of being alone with others and.. when I tried to talk to them they kinda ignored me it felt like. They probably didn't hear me, but I repeated myself saying hi and stuff. So idk, but I got really nervous and felt awkward and out of place with them so I kinda just scooted out.
I doubt they noticed tbh but yeah I feel awkward in this fandom now and idk how to feel about the whole situation because most everytime I wear a suit to a meetup, I end up getting ignored by everyone and I'm starting to feel a bit down about it.