*hugs you tightly* ;~;

*accepts hug, hugging back*

oh honey. I'm here to talk.

I do not want to bother you with stupid everyday bull shit..

You never bother me. Never.
now talk.

x~x Is that an order..?

Yes.

Okay... fine.

Today my fiend, she asked if my boyfriend had a Facebook.. I said yeah, then she had me look for it...
I did.
I had found it clicked on it and got curious as well as her.
She said "Oh he never posts anything ... maybe we go back until we find something?"
I said whatever.
She did.
Eventually she asked, "Who is Megan."
My heart raced, then I looked at the post date, it was from before he got with me.
I told her it was his ex.
Then she kept reading more and more posts abut them...
He constantly would say oh how they had so much fun, what a good day it was... *she starts to tear up again*
Things like chilling out, listening to music, making home made pizza....

We do not do anything like that... All we do if fight... constant tension...

And then about oh I love you baby, you're so beautiful, I love you, I love you. I LOVE YOU! IN EVERY POST!

Like what did I do to deserve this..?
Am I really that horrible of a person that he must not be happy...?
*fully starts to cry*
I fucking hate myself...

You've just found the wrong person, dear. You do not deserve the piece of shit he is. You need to find someone better. You may not believe me, nobody does. But I see what you're getting into. You need to leave him, no matter how much it hurts. because in reality, you being with him is hurting you a helluva lot more than you without him.
Why?
Because you without him has me, and Taz, and all of my friends, if you need them.
I don't like seeing you hurt and upset.

Oops sorry brain fart.. forgot to hit reply...
*dumb ass status*

I agree with Melissa. He sounds terrible, and I still ask why are you still with him? You deserve someone better than him ;-;

Oh no, I believe you, every word you say. I just cannot seem to end it with him.. some invisible force seems to be keeping me from letting those dreadful words escape my lips. It will take more strength than I have.

Thank you for your words.
Hopefully one day I will have that strength..

You need to.
If you don't, you will just keep feeling this way.
Just.
End.
It.

^
l
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also an order

I agree 100%

B..bu..but...
*intern frustration and hatred*

I think if I do, ill die of such terrible depression of being alone x~x
I fear being alone and unloved. No one to be there at night with me in bed with me. To snuggle. (Though now we hardly do that as it is). There isn't anyone else that would dare put up with me.
I am too hard to handle. No one would be able to heal the damge done.. so what is the point if I were to stay with the issue or to rid of it, every scar is permanent..

You won't be alone.
I would take you.

You may be without a mate if you leave him, but friends whomare there for you is a much better option at this point if you ask me >.> Melissa and I are here for you and to talk to :3 Plus, I'm cuddly =^w^= Ask Melissa :D

You guys have met? o.o I am so lame, I doubt I live near anyone on here.

We haven't met in RL, but her and I are friends =^w^=

I see ^-^

I cuddle by RP :3