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He was doing commissions to practice, and asked for a single word to describe what he would draw.
My word was discouraged.
As thankful as I am for all the praise, appreciation, kind compliments, etc.
It all gets to me sometimes. Like, in a bad way. I feel so over pressured, pushed, and like forced to be this amazing dancer and person. And I just don't feel like I am.
Usually it affects me differently, like it pushes me and drives me to always better myself and really like, try to make people happy.
But lately sometimes I just get overly stressed and really, discouraged.
It's kind of hard to explain, but yeah.
Here's an image to go along with how I feel sometimes.
He was doing commissions to practice, and asked for a single word to describe what he would draw.
My word was discouraged.
As a side note - I don't mean this to be, like make anyone feel bad for saying nice things to me or like saying I inspire them and everything. Because I REALLY DO APPRECIATE everything you all say and do for me. <3 Like truly I do thank you. I just get iffy sometimes about my skill level and if I truly do deserve it.
As thankful as I am for all the praise, appreciation, kind compliments, etc.
It all gets to me sometimes. Like, in a bad way. I feel so over pressured, pushed, and like forced to be this amazing dancer and person. And I just don't feel like I am.
Usually it affects me differently, like it pushes me and drives me to always better myself and really like, try to make people happy.
But lately sometimes I just get overly stressed and really, discouraged.
It's kind of hard to explain, but yeah.
Here's an image to go along with how I feel sometimes.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Vulpine (Other)
Size 334 x 682px
File Size 350 kB
You don't have to be an amazing dancer. People love your dancing because it's YOU that's dancing. You are Atsu fawx. You are unique your dancing style is Unique. Every performance I've seen you keep getting more and more unique. I've seen moves from you that I have'n seen in combination before in my life. It's okay to get stressed about the things, but all in all, Just be you, dance like your not some amazing dancer. Just dance as atsu fawx. That in itself is amazing
far as im concerned, you are very very talented and practice a whole lot to get to that level. It takes a lot of dedication to do what you do, and I imagine it to be stressful at times. Keep in mind though, you are you regardless of weather you dance or don the fursuit. People who appreciate you for who you are will like you even if you give it all up. No one should like you just for your talent. If they do, then they're missing out on a genuine person, and that's a pity.
You're awesome how you are Atsu, do what you like, only if it feels right.
You're awesome how you are Atsu, do what you like, only if it feels right.
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