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Do you remember that skinny emo kid? The angry and desperate werewolf.
The misanthropic sadistic masochistic hematomaniac?
He's come a long way, hasn't he? Found himself, found friends, began becoming something he was proud of being. How does it feel.. to be a werewolf in the world of anthros? Half human, half wolf. Back then when he was troubled and angry, when nothing was going right.
I decided to draw Trayton like how he was when I had first created him back in 2009. (okay, I know it's not a very long time, but still.) You probably didn't know him back then. He's come a long way, just like I have.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2870047/
After posting one of the latest pictures of myself, one comment was that the way I had depicted myself and the way Tray is now could not be more different. However, this is untrue.
I guess this will become more of a story about myself.
-I was introduced to furries and FA in my freshman year of highschool through UTX and atomicwolf who were two senior males in my art class. Jerry inspired me, and I really loved the type of work he was doing. So they got me into furries.. and so I made a character. Now, this character at the time was to be a representation of myself. However, I cannot draw girls well.. besides I was somewhat obsessed with guys and gay sex at the time (not to mention my slight muscle fetish). I, at the time, wore dog collars, barked, howled, bit.. I actually believed myself to be werewolf. I was angry and depressed.. a young and stupid teenager.
So then there was Trayton, I don't know why I chose the name, but it just came to me and seemed to fit. A skinny young werewolf who shared many of the same mentalities I did at the time. Yes, I was greatly obsessed with blood. Yes.. I did mutilate myself. Yes, I considered suicide. Yes, I thought about killing people. Yes, I am taking meds for depression. Emotions are difficult to come by sometimes.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5103115/
So there he was. A male furry verison of myself. All of the crazy shit continued through 10th grade. This is when I began getting more interested in musculature.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4316284/
Near the end of 10th grade things started getting a lot better for me. I found God and the catholic church.. ACTS really helped me. I built a better foundation for myself. But, that didn't change the way I thought about a lot of stuff.. it just gave me better self control. By 11th grade, my anger and hostility had mostly subsided. And was replaced by heavy depression. I had literally gone several weeks eating and drinking near to nothing.. in the hope that something would happen. Hoping I would pass out at school or have to go to the hospital. But it was all in vain. Nothing happened, and it pissed me off.
By 12th grade, I was actually happy for once.. it was odd being so content. This was because I had found my love, the mate I am with still. Things are going much better.. and I finally got on medication for my depression. It helps.. and even though I have issues sometimes.. I feel so much better. Therefore.. the newer Trayton actually does still represent me to an extent. (minus all the muscles and the fact he is male).
Well there it is.. the story of Trayton and myself.
Trayton and artwork belong to myself.
Enjoy all.
Thank you.
The misanthropic sadistic masochistic hematomaniac?
He's come a long way, hasn't he? Found himself, found friends, began becoming something he was proud of being. How does it feel.. to be a werewolf in the world of anthros? Half human, half wolf. Back then when he was troubled and angry, when nothing was going right.
I decided to draw Trayton like how he was when I had first created him back in 2009. (okay, I know it's not a very long time, but still.) You probably didn't know him back then. He's come a long way, just like I have.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2870047/
After posting one of the latest pictures of myself, one comment was that the way I had depicted myself and the way Tray is now could not be more different. However, this is untrue.
I guess this will become more of a story about myself.
-I was introduced to furries and FA in my freshman year of highschool through UTX and atomicwolf who were two senior males in my art class. Jerry inspired me, and I really loved the type of work he was doing. So they got me into furries.. and so I made a character. Now, this character at the time was to be a representation of myself. However, I cannot draw girls well.. besides I was somewhat obsessed with guys and gay sex at the time (not to mention my slight muscle fetish). I, at the time, wore dog collars, barked, howled, bit.. I actually believed myself to be werewolf. I was angry and depressed.. a young and stupid teenager.
So then there was Trayton, I don't know why I chose the name, but it just came to me and seemed to fit. A skinny young werewolf who shared many of the same mentalities I did at the time. Yes, I was greatly obsessed with blood. Yes.. I did mutilate myself. Yes, I considered suicide. Yes, I thought about killing people. Yes, I am taking meds for depression. Emotions are difficult to come by sometimes.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5103115/
So there he was. A male furry verison of myself. All of the crazy shit continued through 10th grade. This is when I began getting more interested in musculature.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4316284/
Near the end of 10th grade things started getting a lot better for me. I found God and the catholic church.. ACTS really helped me. I built a better foundation for myself. But, that didn't change the way I thought about a lot of stuff.. it just gave me better self control. By 11th grade, my anger and hostility had mostly subsided. And was replaced by heavy depression. I had literally gone several weeks eating and drinking near to nothing.. in the hope that something would happen. Hoping I would pass out at school or have to go to the hospital. But it was all in vain. Nothing happened, and it pissed me off.
By 12th grade, I was actually happy for once.. it was odd being so content. This was because I had found my love, the mate I am with still. Things are going much better.. and I finally got on medication for my depression. It helps.. and even though I have issues sometimes.. I feel so much better. Therefore.. the newer Trayton actually does still represent me to an extent. (minus all the muscles and the fact he is male).
Well there it is.. the story of Trayton and myself.
Trayton and artwork belong to myself.
Enjoy all.
Thank you.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / All
Species Wolf
Size 806 x 1280px
File Size 245.5 kB
Thanks, I don't know why I suddenly became interested in all of my old work.. maybe it was because of the "emo impression" picture of myself I posted recently. People don't know the story behind Trayton, I haven't done any gory werewolf or bloody things at all recently. Time to morbid it up some.
honeslty i have a friend who wen through alot.... almost the same... acuatlty all my friends are the same.... i my self dont have scared on my arms its more the lack of hair. but the guy im specicalty talking about i fell for through an extremely hard time it caused both of us scares.... my mental his physical... but we both go through. he is still struggling with cuting... im so glade u have gotten through im still trying to help him. he is a catholic.... i guess what im geting at is how can i support him better? how can i be there for him? we both fell for each other... but i want be the person hes not afriad to show them around. i just wanna be there for him.....
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