Nostalgia floods the brain.
Here I am, trapped in a surreal phaneron.
Triggered by the sensory reminders...
Only to remember the moments shared.
A burning sensation fills my chest....
Something is missing. Something has been missing.
It's as if the winter days we spent together.
Were the warmest I've been.
Though, shared through a computer screen.
Now, even during summer, I'm cold.
Constantly reminded of you by everything.
What can I do to revive what's been lost?
Nothing. I'm not worthy of you.
And seeing as you've moved on without any trouble..
It seems you're OK. Apparently I wasn't your muse.
But you were mine. All the contemplating thoughts
Of self harm I faced, ended when our paths crossed.
That fateful day. A single submission.
Altered the reality.. What if it didn't happen?
Would we have crossed paths anyway
..somewhere down the line?
I'm at least glad to know that somewhere...
In an alternate reality...
I'm with you...
Envious am I of myself.