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For the time being, this is my new stream link: https://picarto.tv/zexidous

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* Please treat me as any other person. I have feelings, I make mistakes, I try and fail sometimes, and my emotions work just like yours

_{These rules have been up for a long time, and many people went out of their way to break them.

Please, I consider myself a tolerant and understanding person. If you have something you want to tell me or have a problem with me, just TALK to me, please.

Of course, if you just want to talk about anything else regardless, I don't mind that either.}

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21st anniFURsary (G)

2 weeks ago

Today is my 21 anniFURsary, or my anniversary of officially becoming a fur and being in the fandom for 21 years.

I should be happier, but I struggle to be truly happy anymore.
It's been an ongoing issue that's gotten worse over time, especially in the last handful of years.
Things haven't been very good for me in the last handful of years.
I've fought with myself on how I should handle that. If I should talk about it openly or not. If I should even mention it at all publicly or not.
If I should do as I usually do and just drop it, or if I should pursue those that mostly created these problems.

And being in the fandom for as long as I have, you see how things have changed over the years. I haven't seen or experienced everything, but I have seen a handful of changes that haven't been very good, so that doesn't help.

I have decided that I will talk about things openly. Mostly. I mentioned it before. I mentioned a sprinkle of things here and there, but I just want to say something in one journal, and be done with it.

I haven't made a lot of journals lately, and it's been years since I've posted of even made anything. There's a reason for that, but again, I will eventually talk about it.

For now though, I just want to be happy again.
Minus the bad things, I do enjoy being a furry. And here's to another 21 years of being in the fandom.
I won't be alive that long, but still.