Introduction

So last artwork was uploaded 2 years ago, what happened?

The Answer
Well, first off, I just got busy with life, work got in the way, but that isn't the true answer.

The truth is, I actually left the fandom for a bit, just after CFZ 2024, basically cause of drama, work, and toxitity

Drama
Drama, well there was alot of stuff happening in chatrooms, social media, and more. I remember there being a massive debate on certain things which I did not like, it got to me and I just left. I attended some furmeets, which I was banned from for the stupidest reasons,

-Asing someone if I could lick their fursona jam (Now they actually had jam on their forehead and I thought it would be playful to ask them that)
-Leaving stuff unattended (Yeah, I accepted responsibility, but again, isn't something I should be banned for)
-Calling someone a girl and they getting upset about it (In short, wasn't sure about someones gender, and they wanted to meet me at the furmeet, and like I was trying to look for them, and I was surprised when I saw them, they even liked the message and didn't have a problem with it for over a few days)
-Manipulating someone into a relationship (Which is highly not true as the time of the ban, I was dating someone. If they are referring to the guy I was speaking to, he simply said I wasn't his type and we moved on)

So I moved to another furmeet, which is a lot more quieter and in my experience, better.

Fursuits
I commissioned two fursuits with two different people and they were never completed (thus they completed the work but never shipped it to me) which also caused me to be stressed, I will explain in another journal)

Work
So at work I was really stressed, doing 16 hours a week really stressed me out, well my Saturday shift of 1-10 didn't help either as it meant I couldn't go to a furmeet. When I try and book it off as holiday, I was told i'd have to book a week off (even thought i didn't think it was worth it) I eventually applied for another role in the store, which took a few months to do as they had to wait for someone to return off holiday, I was rejected for that job, but applied for another and got that one, which I have Saturdays off to go furmeets

Toxicity
Alot of drama in the community happened, people being toxic and such didn't help here

Conclusion
Im back now, I am going to start making uploads and such and becoming more active, I have alot of art to share with you all :)

Thank you for reading my journal