So yesterday a long time pet died. She was old and weak with many problems. There wasn't much hope for her as she was and we took her in and, well,.......

It was sad. She's been in my life for 19 years. Not just mine but all my family had her in our lives for so long. It was just very sad though.

She was a small chihuahua and was easily scared but eventually got brave and stopped barking all the time at friends. Black fur and, ya know, just a cute small dog.

For a long time I had trouble walking and she was so spry just a few years ago. I felt bad that I couldn't like do anything so this was about everything but on a number of days I felt bad that she just didn't get much attention. One memory that is so clear was a few years ago where my brother was playing with her. She was all over the place. Meanwhile I could barely take her for walks and was not very consistent. I got better eventually but by that time she seemed so frail. Trouble walking some days and such.


I just feel so bad that she's gone now and for the longest time it felt like I couldn't appreciate her. Even on days I tried I mean.




I guess I'll include the other one here too because I doubt I ever mentioned her.


Our black lab died a few years ago. She was big and a goof who didn't realize how fat she was so she often bumped into things. Problematic yes but quite endearing. loved to come over and get pet and was very friendly.


Disaster struck one unfortunate day. I'm pretty sure I let her outside but the gate was left open. I didn't know some careless friends forgot to close it. Went out that morning after not hearing her bark to come back in and she was laying in the driveway injured. Her hind legs/hips were messed up from an impact and that meant she was hit by a car that drove off. I was weak and in pain but I tried to help walk her in. when ever I wasn't assisting her she would try and stand but couldn't.


Took her to a hospital got her checked and instructed on how to care for her while she recuperates. She survived for some days afterwards but later died from internal bleeding I think. It was hard to keep her laying down and for me hard to lift her so she could go outside. She might have been fine maybe if proper care had been given constantly but I don't know.

You both are missed and were loved a lot.