Hello everyone!

I know it's weird to ask/ say, especially when I have been getting/ uploading art and such

But a lot of it I have been sitting on for a long time and just slowly trying to upload

Anyways

A lot of people don't know, but I struggle with a VERY bad case of depression/ mild schizophrenia and struggle every single day with nonstop thoughts of self-harm/ suicide.

I have medications that I am supposed to take; but every so often I just have compliance issues because I just get so "gray" I don't see the point in trying to take them every day just to live.

In order to help try to make that "feel better" I have been abusing over eating, and unhealthy foods, which I have now given myself diabetes on TOP of the above.

Every single day has become a struggle; Both in terms of my health, but also financial situation.

I try to keep myself above water, but I have been struggling with huge debts I have had to settle, on top of trying to pay for medications and different therapy/ addiction

I don't know who else to turn to for help/ assistance, and I KNOW a lot of people are struggling right now as well

But all I can do is ask and beg for ANY sort of donation or help to get me back on track.

https://gofund.me/c3cef242f

I also appreciate anyone just willing to offer words of help; I'm feeling so defeated after this year.