so i volunteered for the first time at IFC wasnt to bad bounced back and forth between the headless lounge and game room was a new experience

friday i got in suit to go dance and had some kind of a reaction to a drink i had was not fun i thought i was having a heart attack lost color in my face and was hyperventilating so i was only able to suit 30 minutes friday i suited a few minutes saturday and didnt get a chance to suit sunday as it was pack up day

all in all ifc will do much better with a new hotel i was pretty annoyed with the hotel and the children running all over the place with no parents watching them at 10pm!! its not ok for fursuiters to be on the first floor lobby till after 5pm but its ok for children to run around screaming like idiots at 10pm? just sayin

other then all that, con wise it was good. i had some social problems do to my first ex and his normal BS he pulls, i have social anxiety and he likes to exploit that and make me feel like everyone hates me but what he hasn't realized is i have learned to look through my social anxiety and know whats really going on around me

plus no one hates me because they dont know me and if they do hate me over a rumor they dont know me