Hello everyone.

Many of you can see that my updates here are very rare. I thought that I would be able to resolve this situation much faster, but for some reason the last two years life has not allowed me to relax even for a minute.
By now I can no longer remain silent and at least want to speak out loud about what is happening to me. I had to leave the previous country urgently, after several weeks of endless and restless insomnia during a severe episode of psychosis that happened to my friend. At that time, my husband was in another country visiting a friend. I was able to fly away only a couple of days before my friend was taken to the hospital. Unfortunately, at that time I could not count on my friend's partner, since they preferred to leave or sleep during periods of active psychotic actions. Moreover, the whole process of going crazy began with endless quarrels and accusations against me. They also quarreled with each other to the point that I had to leave the house. That's when I started getting into debt at work.
After arriving here, I began the path of rehabilitation. However, after a few months, my work tool, the iPad, died. I couldn't buy a new one for a long time because of debts from an urgent flight and move, which was caused by the fact that I was literally kicked out of the country without the ability to do anything, because life was unbearable.
Two months ago these friends arrived here. I forgave them. Forgave them for everything. I didn't say anything to anyone and I even defended then in front of my other friend. Two months ago these people started a war against us. Dorothy works many hours every day. My day are half work, half household chores since my partner is in poor health.
I try not to post banners on commissions, except for moments when we literally have nothing to eat. I work every day without days-off but the abyss I created is devouring me. No, I don't want to give up on commissions and give up at all, and I know that I will find more resources inside myself to make sure that everyone is happy with their picture. I can't stay silent any longer. Please forgive me for all this not being clear as I was trying to support these people. But I will not allow them to damage us anymore. Sorry for the crumpled long text.
And thank you for reading.
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