Today at about 6 pm, my Grandad went back inside hid house to find my Grandma lying on the hallyway floor, unconcious. The ambulance was called and she was taken to hospital. The doctors suspected a stroke and described it as a "sigificant event". Three hours later we heard that she had had a CT scan which showed major blood clots in her brain. She has been stabilised for the night, but cannot breathe by herself. The family have decided that, if it comes to it (it probably will), not to resucitate. She has always been such an active person, in mind and body, and if she were resucitated she would not be able to do anything for herself, so she would just exist, not trully live like she has for the past 84 years.

She's gonna die, I know it.

Probably tomorrow.

GODDAMIT.