Welcome to my page. you can call me whatever you wish, though my preferences are Abby/Abigail, Kitty/Kitten, or Onyx [Formerly went by the name of Will or William]. have a ball talkin to me or whatnot, i dont bite...okay so i do but i digress... i bite gags and pillows, lol... I do apologize, sometimes i'm a little creepy/kinky, but deep down i'm a damned sweet romantic type person...born and raised in Arkansas, though well traveled... I am self identified as MtF transgender, please treat me as female, as it is what feels natural to me and makes me happy. I'm a beloved friend, and a cherished treasure, of my master Daxyl.

in 1776, many misquoted men stood up and said, to paraphrase, NAY, we hold that the rights of the individual are above all things protected, by blood and by fire.
Transgender FA groups
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE (survivor, sexual abuse)
God will one day greet all his children with open arms. ALL OF THEM...
your scars don't make you ugly, but they hide your beauty... (survivor)
we are all here with one another, so lets all be here for one another too...
Not broken, not inferior some people just see the world differently

"All we can do is our best...and sometimes the best we can do is to start over."
"Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or...learn from it."
"It is never too late to be what you might have been."
"Change your thoughts, and you change your world"
"The creation of a thousand forests is in one acorn"
"Never let your memories be greater than your dreams"


NEVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF, OR YOUR LOVED ONES... LOOK UP, MOVE FORWARD...LIVE, EVEN IF IT HURTS...LAUGH WHEN YOU CAN...AND LOVE ENDLESSLY.
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Too many have fallen before us before their time. If you carry that pain, just remember that you are NOT ALONE. Tragedy strikes under many veils, but the pain is all the same... but one can be held at bay if we only try...
I love you...as a person. We all deserve to be loved, nobody deserves to be so unloved as to think those darkest thoughts... even Trump and Hillary and Alex Jones...
If you think you won't be missed... you're wrong. I cannot condemn your thoughts, but I can tell you that I know those thoughts as intimately as my own flesh...
as the song goes "the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had" ...but dreams are not meant to be reality. Reality is not meant to be EASY... and I am meant for more than what I almost did...
I can't speak of some motivations, like what they say about Robin Williams... but if you are just "tired" like I am...please find solace, find rest... but please don't find a reason... PLEASE... stay with us just a little longer---
it just hurts so much to keep losing people...