Good news everyone~!!!

-So, about a month ago I posted a journal titled "Health worsening ---- (Why I've been so inactive lately)" In which I was pretty pessimistic about my worsening health, particularly regarding energy levels and focus, and basically saying I just didn't have the energy or will to get better and so I was just gonna let myself get worst until I inevitably died.

Yikes, yeah that was a pretty bleak outlook and I apologize for that. Several things have happened since then which are moving things in a better direction for me, health-wise or otherwise.

First is that my number finally came up in a government housing project, basically I've been issued a government-subsidized apartment which caps rent at 25% of tenant's income... So that's a huge relieve, not only am I gonna have more money to spend on food, leisure and others, but I'm garanteed a place there for as long as my income meets poverty standard... Which is likely gonna be the case for the rest of my life... But also I'm gonna have a small but decent apartment all for myself and I'm not gonna be forced to live with others... Which was a huge issues for me for various reasons.

Second is there's developement on doctor accessibilities that means it will be easier for me to access healthcare. Not gonna explain the whole thing cause its quite complicated and I'm already exhausted from writing all this. But yeah it will likely be easier for me to access the treatments I might need.

Preparing to move is gobbling up most of my time and energy at this moment, there's paperworks to do and all sort of things, so its been pretty stressful, but once that's done it'll be worth it and things will get a lot better. Its a tough thing to go through, but I've got friends and family to help me clear this hurdle and for the first time in quite a while, I'm optimistic about my future.

Spring is coming around, its getting warmer, there's more light so my seasonal depression is clearing out... Things are looking up right now :)


I'm sorry for how I approached this matter in the past. I'm not giving up on life, I'm gonna continue to fight to get better and to life on and have many more wonderful years in this community and with y'all :3

Let's keep living and enjoy life, together~!!!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

-Goddess Ceres.