EDIT: Just adding a little context, and I really want to make sure people know I'm super not trying to guilt trip anyone, this is literally just me trying to be more open with my issues since I've always had a bad habit of hiding my problems from people. Money is not my issue at the moment, thanks to everyone who bought things and helped support me the last few months im finally at least somewhat stable financially and I'm so grateful to everyone. My biggest issue and what I worry about is the sheer volume of work I took on during that time because I needed the money, and now I'm almost overwhelmed with the amount of art I owe.(Totally my fault, I know) If you see me posting art and its not yours, I promise its not because I forgot about you or am ignoring your stuff, its because I have had so many other things that have been in backlog and I'm reeeaaally trying to do things in the order I got them in to minimize the already long wait time. /EDIT

Hey all.

This is just an update, I'm not asking for butt pats or to make anyone feel bad about anything, but as most of you know I've been unmedicated for months now and struggling with my mental health issues. This recently came to a head in the last few weeks and I've been literally struggling with suicide ideations and such severe depression I've almost ended up in the hospital more than once. I finally had an appointment today to get my meds back and start to finally get the help I need, so I have more appointments coming up and such.

Don't worry, I am still working on owed art as much as I can, I just....I'm so sorry its taking so long you guys. I know people say you shouldn't compare yourself to others but I hate myself for so many reasons and one of them is I'm so fucking slow working on art for people, even when I try my hardest its never good enough or fast enough and I feel so fucking terrible you all have had to wait for so damn long on my ass.

I'm just, I'm really sorry and please bear with me. I'm trying.