It's my birthday today, and Today, I don't feel like doin' anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like pickin' up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
'Cause today, I swear, I'm not doin' anything, uh

Well crap I guess I have to do stuff after all lol Am I middle age yet? I'm not sure, 35 as a number does feel kind of old and get an occasional white hair in my beard but I don't feel old, I've actually been dieting and exercising a lot these past two months, lost 15lbs sofar and my fitness has improved and trying to destress with everything going on in the world so I feel pretty alright all things considered.

I do occasionally have moments of "Oh god I'm 35 and still not close to accomplishing my goals! what the hell!" which does suck but I'm less worried/stressed about it in general so maybe that's some of that sweet wisdom or maturity hitting me, who knows lol but surviving has been a good enough accomplishment lately.

One thing that does kinda suck is that before my birthday I learned that someone made a Ai lora model off of one my characters so that sucks. It was probably eventually going to happen but still sucks, I do think its interesting they didn't steal my art style just the character and the funny thing is they didn't even get her proportions right lol

Don't fret there will be dragons! but Smaugust is definitely transforming into Smaugtember lol I have sketches of the pics but they still need to be colored and a lot of junks happened this month so not worried about it, I had a feeling it was gonna have to move into September anyway lol.

I wish I had a big announcement or more news but I'm just trudging along taking one day at a time. I hope your all doing well and staying safe and enjoying Summer,


Sending you all lots of hugs (づ> v <)づ♡