My parents were pretty surprised at my decision to take a year off from college when I'm so close to graduating. I just need a couple of basic courses to finish out the requirement, plus two other courses towards my journalism major, and I'm done. But all of the work ... I really needed a break. The truth is that I wanted to take a break before I even went off to college, but I got pressured really hard by my family to jump right into it.

The thing is, I don't know if I'm happy with earning a journalism degree. Is that really what I want to do with the rest of my life? I enjoy writing, but when it's turned into my job I fear it will no longer be a fun activity. But I don't know what else I'm good at, at least in a career sense.

Too bad I can't be a professional League of Legends player. That'd be pretty sweet. But I kind of suck at it.

Meanwhile my mother is constantly up in my business. She wakes me up at odd hours just to talk, which is alright, but she asks me a lot of questions. I think she's digging too much. I never told her or my father that I'm gay, but I think she suspects. She asks me why I don't have a girlfriend, when I'm giving her grandchildren, that sort of thing. Um, because vaginas frighten me, and when I feel ready to adopt lol

Anyway, thanks for listening. Just needed to get that off of my chest.