Sup peeps

With new years coming around the corner, i just wanna say a few words surrounding my 'current situation.'

First off, i am not officially back. Just because i started writing journals informing my viewers and watchers about my absence for over a year, doesn't mean i'm back at uploading again when that is not the case.

Second, i am active on my facebook, twitter, tumblr and discord tho I don't engage as much as i do in my main art accounts. I recently upload traditional art on my facebook, they are not exactly as good as my old traditional art as i plan on digitalizing those pieces.

Speaking of which, i sorta recently gotten into a creative rut when it comes to drawing lately. I pretty much drew most of my ideas onto paper, made even new characters i wanna show. There are some ideas I haven't drawn yet, it's just this burnout on drawing so much on a traditional medium that i need to get my over a year ago sketches to be digital and colored. While i can start drawing on a new idea like a TF comic i've had in my head for days, i just don't have the motivation to do so. Maybe i will, i have doubts its gonna be soon:

Thirdly, the computer still hasn't been fixed yet, and i have doubts that my dad is ever gonna fix it soon. Let alone but a new one cuz computers are, no cap, hella costly. Even a simple cheap old laptop would cost me an arm and leg. Right now, the state of the computer is a mess to best describe it. Its parts are removed and are placed around the house. The desk is collecting dust and cat fur.

And, that's pretty much it. Right now, my options, which are limited, is to try and be optimistic about getting a new computer or laptop soon, which hasn't exactly been working since my computer broke last November. Right now, i am hoping that at least some family members send me an old but functioning laptop that i claim sole ownership for because let's be real here, if you have a long butt project you are forced to put on hold for a long time, and when you have the unlimited free time and chance to finish it, sharing that time isn't exactly gonna bring out the sunshine and puppies in you.

I apologize for this journal's tone. Writing it has made me loose some steam i've been holding in for months. As much as I don't like being unable to share a complete drawing again, i am somewhat relief at the pressure of being committed to post art on a unscheduled schedule. Still, i do miss interacting with my fellow artist peeps. There's just so much to do and thinking about them too much is stressing me.

To end on a somewhat brighter note, i all wish you readers a jolly holiday and a happy new year. Keep up the best of what you have and can do. Be sure to help and encourage others in need when it.

Stay safe, and stay creative you little creatures.