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Anthro Artist | Registered: December 19, 2007 05:54:40 PM
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kyon-kun
If you want to shout, watch, etc. DO IT THERE!
Includes art from accounts
hydroflamexz18 (HFXZ)(oldest)
hawtchocolatez (HC)
aleshurishu (AL)
taberu-ai (TA)(most recent)
mantrA++(A++): Not an actual account, but a sort of seperate alias I made up out of boredom and under heavy influence of TWEWY. Anything with the A++ tag is sort of wannabe grafitti stuff.
Some pics have yet to be uploaded, but I need to sort and seperate them, so don't hold your breath.
kyon-kunIf you want to shout, watch, etc. DO IT THERE!
Includes art from accounts
hydroflamexz18 (HFXZ)(oldest)
hawtchocolatez (HC)
aleshurishu (AL)
taberu-ai (TA)(most recent)mantrA++(A++): Not an actual account, but a sort of seperate alias I made up out of boredom and under heavy influence of TWEWY. Anything with the A++ tag is sort of wannabe grafitti stuff.
Some pics have yet to be uploaded, but I need to sort and seperate them, so don't hold your breath.
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As posted in my journal at Taberu-Ai (G)
17 years ago
taberu-aiAhh, wonderful weather today... I've always been an avid fan of storms.
Anyway, I'll start this off by making the point clear:
I'm underage.
That's pretty much what everything else in this journal goes back to. The next bit is going to be rather text-heavy, and quite a bit of a ramble, so bear with me.
Or don't.
[TL;DR]
So, yeah. I'm not actually a 19-year-old Seattle college student. I'm a 15-year-old Utah sophomore. This is actually my fourth account, third with a fake age. Please, feel free to post any reactions, including disgust and mortification, that you have, but wait until you're done reading (provided you read all the way through).
The main reason I'm turning myself in is simply because I'm not ready to be an adult, let alone a furry one. I'm far too self-obsessed, hormonal, lacking in experience, and altogether too pubescent to fake being a grown-up. The reason all my journals are pretty much devoid of experience, emotions, events, and life in general is because I lack the creative and knowledge to make those kinds of things up, and I worry that posting real experiences will give me away.
Another thing I'm hoping to accomplish by revealing myself is, no offense to anyone, to change from a sex-crazed, porn-addicted, omnifetish furfag to something resembling a real person; the person I want to be, cheesy as that may sound. I always wanted to be an artist when I was a kid, but getting into the fandom actually kind of diverted me from that goal. To be honest, I initially became a furry for the porn. And then instead of trying to draw and improve, everything was porn, and fapping to porn, and drawing porn, and thinking about porn. Now I want to get back where I started, drawing, and drawing because I enjoy it, not because I want others (again, no offense) to jerk off to it.
I want to try to become a real person, something that's terribly hard to do when you're pretending to be someone who doesn't exist. Aspiring young artists don't have to be over 18, and that's what I consider myself to be. And besides, the whole double-life thing, especially where both are essentially built on a bed of lies, can really take a toll on the developing mind.
[/TL;DR]
Alright, so here's a brief summary so far:
1. I'm underage
2. I don't feel ready to be an adult
3. I WANTS 2 B ARTIST!
4. Porn is bad (D:) (But hey, that's just my opinion.)
Now, as far as my future goes, I'm still going to draw and post my art here. But I'm not gonna use this same account (mainly because I want my watchers to watch ME, not Taberu-Ai). I will, to the probable displeasure of the Fur Affinity staff, create one more account, but that'll be it. No more. I'll take care of clearing out submissions, favorites, and everything else from all my accounts with the exception of two:
taberu-ai (Where you are now) will be the archive for all my mature art (since I know a few of you odd ones still like to paw off to my pics), which will be convenient sice it's all already there, and
aleshurishu will be the archive for general art.Anything drawn after this journal's conception (which actually started Saturday) will be posted at my new account,
kyon-kun.BTW, this is a list of all my accounts in chronological order. In case you're interested.
hydroflamexz18 (Which I used for all of three weeks before turning myself in and almost leaving the fandom entirely. Has not been accessed in well over a year. When I look back at the quality of my art back then, it almost makes me laugh. All the mature art that was on this account has been deleted, from FA, my computer, and physical exestence. But it sucked anyway.)
hawtchocolatez (Which I still haven't actually revealed my age on. Haven't accessed in around a year. If my short artist's career has had a "Golden Age", this would be it. I went through significant improvements in style and technique over a relatively short period of time. I almost feel sometimes as if I've taken a step back since then. None of the mature art created under this alias was ever posted on FA, and that's not about to change.)
aleshurishu (The only account where all the given details of my life were true. Created over six months ago, and never really accessed since then. No mature art was ever drawn here.)
taberu-ai (My last account, which I created so I could post all the icky fetishes like scat I had been secretly hiding before I realized that my tastes in porn were changing rapidly. The name is Japanese, and directly translated would mean "Eat-Love", even though vore's not really apealing to me anymore. The name is another reason I'm creating a new account; hopefully I'll be able to think of a new one that doesn't suck ass completely. All the mature art I've ever posted and kept on FA is here, and that's where it'll stay.)So, yeah... that's all, and this is a shitty ending to a very long journal.
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