The war is over [ frustration ]
Posted 10 years agoThe war is over
The street's a mess
You have left my patience a test
You may have helped rase me I know you did
But that doesn't make me your invalid
The street's are all covered in broken rubble and cracks
I am done taking all of your attacks
You have reopend a wound that was innocent and pure
The wound of 06 was saverly deep and sore
When the loves I cared for ceased to exist
Ever since then I have been so tired
Dealing with you was enough to start fire
My war with you had been so tough
But I never stopped even though it was rough
I never gave in or even admitted defeat
Leaving you was more then a treat
The fire you started became wild and tainted
filling with hatred
from the ashes of hatred I rise
A bird from your lies and manipulation
All the things you said were hurtfull but I transpired without hesitation
I leave with my head held high and my back turned away
I wouldn't think twice not not even for a day
You chose to be sore about my lifes choices
Its not my fault I listened to my own voices
I was happy to call you family and l trusted you too
But you stabled my back till my face was all blue
Goodbye to you who I called my family who I trusted with my fragile heart
I say adue to you I expect a long wile to be apart
ask me a question
Posted 10 years ago Ill awnser questions that arnt to ridiculous or tmi
loosing faith in humanity ( vent )
Posted 10 years agoOk, so halfeb and I saw Avengers age of Ultron in the movies with his mum and her boyfriend. I'm getting over a bad head cold and I admit I coughed though out the movie. I couldn't help it. The people next to us made me feel worse because they kept mocking me, the woman kept coughing when I did ( fake coughs ) and the guy coverd his nose with his shirt the whole time and treated me like I was the pleg and when I cought the guy essentially told me to be quiet by saying "do you mind". ... Yes I do ... I do mind ... I wanted to punch him and that bitch next to him while the movie was playing but I bit my toung and aggravatingly taped my foot. I get you want to enjoy the movie and I do to but that dosnt mean you could be an asshole to me.
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I'll tell you how it feels, it feels like hundreds of tiny feathers tickling the inside of my throat and my nose always running causing me to cough to were it hurts.
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YES to awnser your question ... I was trying to be very considerate of others and trying to muffle my coughing.
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I'll tell you how it feels, it feels like hundreds of tiny feathers tickling the inside of my throat and my nose always running causing me to cough to were it hurts.
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YES to awnser your question ... I was trying to be very considerate of others and trying to muffle my coughing.
All I ever do is love you
Posted 10 years agoI was being sweet and innocent and went in to give halfeb of a kiss and he licks me HE LICKS ME.
EWwwwwwwwww
EWwwwwwwwww
Codes to live by
Posted 10 years ago1.Courtesy (politeness, civility, gentility, manners, kindness)
An excellent definition of courtesy is the golden rule. Simply "do unto others as you would have others do unto you". This seems like a simple concept, but in our everyday lives, we often forget it. In the dojang, courtesy is developed in several ways. One way is by having students and instructors show their mutual respect by bowing to each other. Another way is by having students address the instructors and senior students as ma’am, or sir. Students are also required to not 'talk back' to a senior or instructor, even if the student thinks his superior is wrong. By practicing courtesy in the dojang, students learn to be polite and respectful of others regardless of their station in life.
2.Integrity (honesty, character, decency, honor, principle)
To have integrity one must be able to know the difference between right and wrong. One must also feel shame and guilt when consciously doing something wrong, and be able to learn from his or her mistakes. The instructor and student should also be proud of their accomplishments and of treating others honestly and fairly; however, they should never behave in a boastful manner.
3.Perseverance (endurance, persistence, steadfastness, tenacity)
Perseverance is the ability to pursue a goal and never give up until it is achieved. It is necessary that each individual develop perseverance in order to achieve difficult, long-term objectives. Happiness and prosperity are most likely to be brought to the individual who will not quit until his goal is achieved.
4.Self-Control (manage, regulate, command, govern, contain)
Self control is as the name implies, control over aspects of oneself. The major areas over which control must be achieved are the mind or thoughts, the body or physical and the emotions or character. To say that self-control is very important both in and out of the dojang would be a gross understatement. A loss of control during free sparring could prove disastrous by causing permanent injury or even death.
5.Indomitable Spirit (invincible, unconquerable, unyielding)
An individual with an indomitable spirit will, without fear, stand up for what he believes in regardless of consequences or number of opponents. An example of this outside Tae Kwon Do is in the defense of the weak in the face of superior odds.
An excellent definition of courtesy is the golden rule. Simply "do unto others as you would have others do unto you". This seems like a simple concept, but in our everyday lives, we often forget it. In the dojang, courtesy is developed in several ways. One way is by having students and instructors show their mutual respect by bowing to each other. Another way is by having students address the instructors and senior students as ma’am, or sir. Students are also required to not 'talk back' to a senior or instructor, even if the student thinks his superior is wrong. By practicing courtesy in the dojang, students learn to be polite and respectful of others regardless of their station in life.
2.Integrity (honesty, character, decency, honor, principle)
To have integrity one must be able to know the difference between right and wrong. One must also feel shame and guilt when consciously doing something wrong, and be able to learn from his or her mistakes. The instructor and student should also be proud of their accomplishments and of treating others honestly and fairly; however, they should never behave in a boastful manner.
3.Perseverance (endurance, persistence, steadfastness, tenacity)
Perseverance is the ability to pursue a goal and never give up until it is achieved. It is necessary that each individual develop perseverance in order to achieve difficult, long-term objectives. Happiness and prosperity are most likely to be brought to the individual who will not quit until his goal is achieved.
4.Self-Control (manage, regulate, command, govern, contain)
Self control is as the name implies, control over aspects of oneself. The major areas over which control must be achieved are the mind or thoughts, the body or physical and the emotions or character. To say that self-control is very important both in and out of the dojang would be a gross understatement. A loss of control during free sparring could prove disastrous by causing permanent injury or even death.
5.Indomitable Spirit (invincible, unconquerable, unyielding)
An individual with an indomitable spirit will, without fear, stand up for what he believes in regardless of consequences or number of opponents. An example of this outside Tae Kwon Do is in the defense of the weak in the face of superior odds.
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Posted 10 years agoliving hell with in me
Posted 10 years ago9 years ago is when she past away. On may 2nd her birthday is again here.
you know.
I was in 8th grade when my mom picked me up. she was in tears in her eyes and picked me up and told me my grand mom past away. the class I was taking was heath class! We were learning CPR O.O
WTH
CPR class really
but before all that, at 5:00am that morning my mom and I herd a loud thump. my mom and I ran up stairs to see what was wrong and my grand mom had fallen out of her rocking chair. ( she was watching Jeopardy she always did at that time. But that night still haunts me. My mom and I sat down on the bed after my mom helped her back in her chair. my grand mom told my mom that she had wished I was a violenest and was proud that i had long wavy hair. I didnt know it at the time but she was saying her peace. we never really had the best grand daughter to grand mother relationship but she loved me none the less. I had never in my life herd her say she wanted me to be a violenest. She called me a bitch once because I did something ( cant remember what I did ) but she was born in the 30's and refused treatment for her possable depresion and bipoler ( she showed signs ) but I dont blame her at all.
you know.
I was in 8th grade when my mom picked me up. she was in tears in her eyes and picked me up and told me my grand mom past away. the class I was taking was heath class! We were learning CPR O.O
WTH
CPR class really
but before all that, at 5:00am that morning my mom and I herd a loud thump. my mom and I ran up stairs to see what was wrong and my grand mom had fallen out of her rocking chair. ( she was watching Jeopardy she always did at that time. But that night still haunts me. My mom and I sat down on the bed after my mom helped her back in her chair. my grand mom told my mom that she had wished I was a violenest and was proud that i had long wavy hair. I didnt know it at the time but she was saying her peace. we never really had the best grand daughter to grand mother relationship but she loved me none the less. I had never in my life herd her say she wanted me to be a violenest. She called me a bitch once because I did something ( cant remember what I did ) but she was born in the 30's and refused treatment for her possable depresion and bipoler ( she showed signs ) but I dont blame her at all.
she was and still will be my Bammy. No one can take that away
not your every day Journal
Posted 10 years agoI'm useless I hate being a woman at times especially today. In just weeks halfeb and I have to move back to the gold coast and I've been asked to sort cloths and do the stuff in the spare bed room and I couldn't even do that. i just sat all day taking pain meds and heating up my wheat pack. If it wernt for my T.O.M. halfeb and I would be going to a recerd break atempt for the warner brothers world record. I feel worse because he really looked farword to going as a DC hero and I feel like I blew it.
http://movieworld.com.au/special-ev.....ord-event.aspx
http://movieworld.com.au/special-ev.....ord-event.aspx
Forrest Gump talks One Direction (very funny impersonation)
Posted 10 years agoThe love of my life....
Posted 10 years agoThe love of my life is sweet and kind.
The love of my life is always mine.
The love of my life is sweet with words.
The love of my life has what he deserves.
The love of my life is what he is.
The love of my life is halfeb_the_dingo
The love of my life is always mine.
The love of my life is sweet with words.
The love of my life has what he deserves.
The love of my life is what he is.
The love of my life is halfeb_the_dingo
its confermed for the Deadpool movie
Posted 10 years ago~ VENT WARNING ~ you have been warned
Posted 10 years agougg getting the corner replaced today in the bathroom sealing then supposedly a painter is going to repaint the bathroom. I or halfeb didn't have a good night to start with, when the painter comes the windows are open so it wont smell like someone left a million sharpies out .... as much.
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when Im being told the plasterer and painter are coming later on that day tell me when exactly your coming so i can expect them... not show up at my door unannounced like ohh ya im here to do your plastering in the bathroom. im like i didnt expect you till 10. he just looked at me. um HELLO PEOPLE I WAS MISINFORMED!!!!! god damn it people call! ANNNNND! people wonder why i get so easly thrown off balance? thats the freaken reason right there. i mean ya the poor mans just here to do his job but he esentally told me to tell halfeb to have an even quicker shower so he can get on with it. idk that came off as a little rude to me.
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when Im being told the plasterer and painter are coming later on that day tell me when exactly your coming so i can expect them... not show up at my door unannounced like ohh ya im here to do your plastering in the bathroom. im like i didnt expect you till 10. he just looked at me. um HELLO PEOPLE I WAS MISINFORMED!!!!! god damn it people call! ANNNNND! people wonder why i get so easly thrown off balance? thats the freaken reason right there. i mean ya the poor mans just here to do his job but he esentally told me to tell halfeb to have an even quicker shower so he can get on with it. idk that came off as a little rude to me.
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Rule 63 yuna anyone? looking for an art trade with anyone
Posted 10 years agoI 'am looking to do an art trade with anyone to do a line art of my fursona Yuna Marie Jones as the opposite sex. He can be any pose, I will provide a ref sheet at the end of this Journal.
The only thing I ask is he would have the same hair langth as yuna only difrince is a low ponytail.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13635013/
I'M ENGAGED!!!!!
Posted 11 years agoPony OC update [ 23-8-2014 ]
Posted 11 years agoHi guys I updated my ponysona shes no longer an alicorn just a unicorn now :D , I desided to loose the wings because I thought it made her look like a princess witch shes not ... pluss she uses her horn mostly and if she wants to fly shed just conger ones up magically. Shes still a gourgus mare, now that she doesn't have wings you can see her magnificent cutie mark & body better. ..... im always trying to improve her, atm her hair style is like filly luna and tail .... but mane and tail styles always change so im not real worried to much about that ... sides it was time for an update.
Oh ya Moondance is my fursona, Yuna Marie Jones ... ponifyed, and both moondance & yuna are mirrored to my personality
MoonDance & Yuna Marie Jones ©
1951 - 2014 RIP Robin Willams
Posted 11 years ago1 week ago a loved legend left us. He has given us laughter for so many years, Little did we know he had severe depression. I for one deal with it on a daily bases.
what has Robin done for you <3
what has Robin done for you <3
Starting up my Pony Commissions again....
Posted 11 years agoEEyup Im Starting up My Little Pony Commissions again havent set up a paypal yet so the first 3 slots to be filled are FREE
more detales at a later date
more detales at a later date
Assuptions Meme
Posted 11 years agoWhats u think u know about me
Pony Commissions Open
Posted 11 years agoCommissions open ... ponys ... raided G only
3 slots available
3 slots available
pony livestream playthrough
Posted 11 years agopony playthrough going on now :D chat with me as i play and lisson to pony music :DD see you there <3
livestream here http://www.livestream.com/Time_Pony?t=41481
livestream here http://www.livestream.com/Time_Pony?t=41481
Alice Liddell ( alice in wonderland )
Posted 11 years agoA- boat beneath a sunny sky,
L-ingering onward dreamily
I-n an evening of July--
C-hildren three that nestle near,
E-ager eye and willing ear,
P-leased a simple tale to hear--
L-ong has paled that sunny sky:
E-choes fade and memories die.
A-utumn frosts have slain July.
S-till she haunts me, phantomwise,
A-lice moving under skies
N-ever seen by waking eyes.
C-hildren yet, the tale to hear,
E-ager eye and willing ear,
L-ovingly shall nestle near.
I-n a Wonderland they lie,
D-reaming as the days go by,
D-reaming as the summers die:
E-ver drifting down the stream--
L-ingering in the golden gleam--
L-ife, what is it but a dream?
L-ingering onward dreamily
I-n an evening of July--
C-hildren three that nestle near,
E-ager eye and willing ear,
P-leased a simple tale to hear--
L-ong has paled that sunny sky:
E-choes fade and memories die.
A-utumn frosts have slain July.
S-till she haunts me, phantomwise,
A-lice moving under skies
N-ever seen by waking eyes.
C-hildren yet, the tale to hear,
E-ager eye and willing ear,
L-ovingly shall nestle near.
I-n a Wonderland they lie,
D-reaming as the days go by,
D-reaming as the summers die:
E-ver drifting down the stream--
L-ingering in the golden gleam--
L-ife, what is it but a dream?
every saturday on livestream starting next saturday ....
Posted 11 years agoHey everyone next week
halfeb_the_dingo & I will be livestreaming movies. Not just any old movie, movies that are so bad there terrible and we are gonna be making fun of them. one movie each week starting Saturday the 21st. Come join us as we laugh, make stupid silly puns and have fun, there will be interaction with you as well.
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update was needed ... ♡♡♡
Posted 11 years agoWow I havnt udated here in ages......
How is everyone? ♡♡♡
How is everyone? ♡♡♡
2 years together / happy new years
Posted 11 years agoon 1-1-2014 I spent the new year with Halfeb shairing new years day with our anniversary
Happy 2nd Year Anniversary Sweet Heart
I Love You
Happy 2nd Year Anniversary Sweet Heart
I Love You
hey everyone i got a new toy
Posted 12 years agohello everyone I'm so happy I got a tablet for an early Christmas gift
He he