You've reached the end of the game, to vanquish the dangers, call out my name

JUMANJI!!!!

Shouting that at Midnight!

Hey Everyone. I finally got the time to make the updates everyone was waiting for.

Here goes.

First, things have gotten ALOT better between me and my stepfather for the very first time in years as the new understanding came to light what caused all the negativity I experienced from him over some years making me want to leave him.

And here's what happened as new truth was revealed. My mom was in fact cheating on my stepfather over around 4 years and because of all the rage my stepfather had in him from really believing that happened but couldn't prove it, all the rage is GONE after she got caught red handed with one of the messages from her ex boyfriend and my stepfather found dirty messages between her and ex boyfriend.

She got angry for being caught and first thought he was turning me and sis against him but that's not the case. My stepfather did give me a FREE WILLED choice either or not move on with my mom to an apartment she tried to apply for and did jump the gun wanting me a co-signer but after seeing evidence of her cheating, I did back away from it and did let her know I felt uncomfortable after alot of lies she has told me, sis and Stepfather to cover up her affairs and was angry at my stepfather one night as we all confronted her. I wasn't yelling, but tried to show how hurt I was but she kept cutting me off that night.

But as of now, here's the current update.

My mom who did leave the house, is allowed to move back in, as my stepfather feels he's still in love with her and WANTS to make things work for them as they are sleeping together for first time in like 12 years. Despite there is still gonna be some trust issues and few blowouts as we expected, but my mom did apologize to me and sis for not being honest and not realizing it's hurting me and sis as well. They're making progress right now, long way to go but I hope we make things right at this point as long as my mom cooperates by not constantly changing stories, denying stuff and other methods of Lying.

Lies can do ALOT more damage than you think it well. Lies and misinformation is what started feuds or worse Wars throughout history based on Lies and Misinformation.

Also as of now, my stepfather and I gotten along ALOT better for first time in years as all the rage he had was gone. He said, his eyesight for reading small print improved, he's not shaky, no death stares, no rage in his anger, no judgemental attitudes, and he felt very regretful how he treated me and sis based on his rage towards my mom from her Lying and such. He said he didn't want to go back to who he was during those years and understood for first time how we felt about him during his tensions period.

Another Update is, I'm gonna take a break from artwork for now as my artist motivation feels frozen right now as I need time to fully recover mentally from that unfortunate event we had by watching my favs and playing video games I missed doing. Don't worry, any art ideas I had and will have are written down on my notepad app so I don't lose them. I'll let you know when I'll be back at it. I thank you guys for your support during that crisis and I hope from this point on, things get better for all of us.

Update you next time :)

Undergoing Ultimate Reset as it will goes

Leaving Deviantart without closing my account, not posting drawings on Twitter anymore, practicing more of my art skills, and get alot more reorganized with myself.

Will Update later.

Hey guys, Stevenator here.

I know i haven't been showing updates lately and im glad this year is about over.

Here's why. Then I'll show few good parts about it.

First in January 4th, lost my grandpa from mom's side to cancer.

Then RL kept getting in my way making me cancel my weekly waifu challenge of 2018 which is indeed unfortunate.

Then July 6th, lost my grandma from dad's side to possible heart attack, and busy as hell, clearing out her house my great grandparents owned and unfortunately selling the house but glad that clearing out part is done.

Then because of crazy busyness from my job and clearing out grandmas house, made me procrastinate from artwork alot which again not proud of that.

Then my cousin got in an accident then my aunt got in an accident but both are recovering from that.

OK! Those are my downsides of this year.

Now the at least brighter sides.

Got my own camper to live in the backyard for better Privacy and out of my parents house.

Got a NES mini from mom for Xmas

About to apply for conceal and carry license to carry my firearm for self protection.

Migrated from Tumblr which relieved me.
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Ok. Now my updates and I'm not making new years resolutions, I'm making Life's resolutions: I am gonna reattempt the weekly waifu challenge as i said in my previous journal.

But slight method changes. Wont draw backgrounds to save time and majority of submissions will be just one waifu, some will have 2 and last one will have 3 or more and i really really hope i can make it this time.

And still try to self discipline myself to keep drawing more as i was indeed disappointed from lack of art. No promises though to be on the safe side.

Another couple changes, I'm not gonna post art on DeviantArt anymore but wont close this account for groups. Because i feel that site is going downhill from being politically correct and slacking from handling trolls and haters. And I'm by chance will make videos for Bitchute since YouTube is getting shitty with their handling as well.

And now here my accounts i will post to.

Furaffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/stevenator-20xx/

Newgrounds: https://stevenator20xx.newgrounds.com/ (for art and nsfw videos)

Twitter: https://mobile.twitter.com/20xxNetwork

Pixiv: https://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=14605281

Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/Q9tt5GCdxiA0/ (for videos

That's all of my latest updates.

Happy New Year and safe journey in 2019.

Hey Folks, it's Stevenator.

Well, I just want to give you bad news of what happened and how things will go from here.

Bad news: I apologize for not saying this 2 days ago but 2 days ago, My grandmother on my step dad's side had passed away from Heart attack while she and my cousin we're visiting the doctors office as she approached the elevator, she felt dizzy and lightheaded, and passed out unconscious and she was already gone before they got to the hospital. It is very sudden and overwhelming for my step dad since it's his mother.

Now the current situation is: We are holding down the fort for her house that belonged to my great grandparents and great grandfather's parents his father built. And and figuring out inhertances and which items to auction off for money for the house as the house will hopefully be taken over by my Cousin as soon as shes fianically stable to keep the house in the family. As I'm typing this, I am holding down the fort at her house for past 2 nights in the row plus caring her dog as the dog will move in with my Uncles eventually.

The funeral for my grandma is this Tuesday from 4-7pm and we'll Bury her at the same cemetery where my Great grandparents and my great great grandparents are on Wednesday.

After funeral, we'll proceed our plan and who's taking turns guarding the house and such. But hopefully after all this blows over, I'll get to move on, continue my quest and get back into drawing schedules.

Stay tuned for any changes or further updates.

Until then,

Stevenator-20xx

Hey everyone. Well, as you read the title right, I am having difficulties to keep up with the weekly challenge <=( as for these reasons.

1. Of course, being bugged alot from my family costing me more drawing time and dealing with real life issues which hopefully will be over soonly.

2. Felt emotionally down due to my big concerns of  lizardsharkragon safety because of his BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) which can make him say or do things without being mindful of his actions which is stressing me out and making me scared again and again of losing him.

I know i am way behind on the challenge and not proud of that.

I am in debate right now either or not to continue the challenge. If not, I can attempt it again next year and possible deletion of my drawings or store them in a folder out of sight.

Let me know your thoughts.

Heyo everyone, Stevenator here and yes you read the title right. Since, my friend  dannydukehazard completed his 52 weeks of weekly waifu challenge, my close friend  lizardsharkragon already starting his, I might as well do my own to get myself going more as an artist.

First, my first week drawing will be belated because of this reason

Tomorrow Monday the January 8th is the first day of my grandpa's funeral since we passed as you saw on my previous journal. We'll stay at a hotel overnight for 2nd day, then I am gonna be one of the people to carry his casket to his grave, we'll do lunch in, then back home then possibly I'll be back in action I'll upload the first week pic, then work on the 2nd week drawing.

Gotta move forward with my life as an artist and gamer.

Hopefully this weekly challenge isn't so rushy as my failed attempt on NovemART challenge.

Wish me luck fellas.

Im back everyone from my hiatus period =3

I have begun my NovemART, a November version of InkTober, check out my first drawing and now, my Patreon is now offically open! Patreonize me!!!!! (please? =3)

www.patreon.com/20xx_Network

BAD NEWS: Sorry, No Halloween picture from me x3 not really a huge fan of this holiday

GOOD NEWS: My Hiatus period officially ends tomorrow November 1st!

Starting November 1st, I will do a drawing a day challenge for 30 straight days of November. Yes, This Ladies and Gentlemen I'm creating a November version of Inktober (which i had no interest in), NovemART! Was gonna name it Novemberama, but too simple x3 Think of it as a 2nd chance if you missed out Inktober or not interested in it. You can draw anything in this challenge =3 and you're all welcome to participate in it too =3

also, The Art commissions are NOT OPEN yet. Not until I make a art commission sheet and when I do open them, it will be 5 slots and I will KEEP it open this time. Which means, NO FREE REQUESTS! Understand? Want a drawing from me, Commission me please and thank you.

and Finally, Ladies and Gentlemen, I am officially launching my Patreon Page! For the first time ^^ It will serve as tip jar for now, no special rewards or anything yet but any pledges are appreciated enough to help me keep me going on drawing. Will also Launch Tomorrow!

That's all of my updates ^^ See you all tomorrow November 1st!

I decided November 1st, I will end my hiatus period which gives me good time to reorganize myself and my profiles! Stay Tuned!

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 hiddenarashi  owlizard  jdk2222

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 appelknekten  barman87 jmynstyx  somescrub  witchking00  studionfox  jeffron  riendonut  don-ko  stunnerpony  jamearts  kennythebobcat  peculiart  vdisco  dragon-heart  sssonic2  quotefox  shinragod  secretlysaucy  jaeh  ensayne  deonwolf  tasteofchoklit  thespiderbunny  izacmafia  daxzor  ep73x  thaman  shiin-o  3mangos

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Anymore I freshly admire will be added ^^

Hey everyone. Well, I'm back with another update from hiatus period.

For starters, my hiatus period is almost over =) and nope, not participating in Inktober....no interest in it.

Well, I did say I wouldn't treat dA as a primary site to post art....but I did change my mind since I did see in my gallery that my newest artworks weren't far from old ones. Shows I've been really slacking more than I thought :( which explains fair low comments and favs. But I hope to resolve that by keeping on going on dA and the only way I'll ever leave dA if it's adminstration ban me from it's site based on "people's feelings" rather than based on rules. I'll fight back the ban if I had to, if they ban me for good, screw dA.

Now, my other Update is I've been coming along with Drawing practice and methods of drawing and sketching with Bic Ballpoint Pen which really helped me commit more and figured best digital methods with Paint Tool Sai, Fire Alpaca and Clip Studio Paint too get art done faster and how to do art on the go as well and reorganizing myself and my art pages recently. And figuring ways to battle Procrastination and redoing my art schedules.

Another thing to say is I'm slowly getting into a mindset of not aiming to please everyone and to ignore naysayers and judgements and let out my inner artist personality.

And I'm gonna say I won't be accepting criticism or critques from anyone. I have my own which is me. Thus, I view critics as just another people with different opinions. I understand it's meant to help artists grow, but critques are not for everyone. And I stick with more artist flow of "anything is possible" in art world.

Another update is as soon as my hiatus period is over, I'll reopen my Commissions once more for 5 slots and I'll keep it open! And Finally, I'll open up my Patreon page as a tip jar for now whenever I feel the page is ready, that way, I can earn some extra money =) and I did create Pixiv and Newsgrounds and thinking of joining Vid.me for speed draws, some in narration or not. And I do already have PicartoTV for NSFW stuff streams but streams are unavailable at this time. And I have Tumblr as well.

As for my art Schedule, Mon-Sat on free times, I'll work on Drawing as a primary thing to do on free time or if I have an idea but no time to draw, I write down an idea to work on later. Hopefully, I can do at best to combat procrastination with mind over matter excercise.

Sunday will be my chill out day. To do fun stuff like Golf, Bowling, Video gaming, watching my favorite shows and movies and just practicing drawing more etc.

And will get some art education books too soonly.

Well, that's it for my updates. =)

Stay tuned as my hiatus period will be over sooner or later =) then you'll see my drawings again to start climbing the ladder to the top =)

Peace out!

~Stevenator-20xx, Founder of 20xx Network

 lizardsharkragon  dannydukehazard  Marauder6272  thegeckodemon  aeolus06  kloudmutt  joelasko bigdad  eltonpot  cricket-inc  nobody147  daredemon7000  nafyotoons  demonroyal  bubbleberrysanders  angelthecatgirl  carmessi wolfjedisamuel badgerben  dieselbrain davecartoons jojocoso nitro el-doc  purplemantis  superix shinysteel  speeds  suirano  theedministrator765

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Favorite Artists outside Furaffinity:

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CK-Draws-Stuff---:https://ck-draws-stuff.deviantart.com/
SB99:---:https://sb99stuff.deviantart.com/
AtomicTiki---:https://atomictiki.deviantart.com/
Ben-The-Looney---:https://atomictiki.deviantart.com/
JDK-Sama---:https://zmoonlight.deviantart.com/
Chillguydraws---:https://chillguydraws.deviantart.com/
AKB/AtomicKingBoo---:https://akb-drawsstuff.deviantart.com/
JaviDLuffy---:https://javidluffy.deviantart.com/
Someboy101---:https://someboy101.deviantart.com/
JoaOppereiraus---:https://joaoppereiraus.deviantart.com/
DarkPrince2007---:https://darkprince2007.deviantart.com/
GrimPhantom---:https://grimphantom.deviantart.com/
BigDeadRevived---:https://bigdeadrevived.tumblr.com/
Retro'sArtCornet---:http://retroartcorner.tumblr.com/
RavenRavenRaven---:https://ravenravenraven.tumblr.com/
RcaseDrawsStuffs---:http://rcasedrawstuffs.tumblr.com/
TheTerribleCon---:http://theterriblecon.tumblr.com/
Montatora501---:https://montatora501.tumblr.com/
Paulgq---:http://paulgq.tumblr.com/
SuperAmiUniverse---:http://superamiuniverse.tumblr.com/
The-Butcher-X---:http://the-butcher-x.tumblr.com/
MrPotatoParty---:http://mrpotatoparty.tumblr.com/
TheHotRoom---:http://thehotroom.tumblr.com/
Reit---:https://reithentai.tumblr.com/
SHADMAN!---:http://therealshadman.tumblr.com/ (I don't like all of his works but he's sure is one hell of a artist sticking up for himself)
OrangePeelart---:http://orange-peelart.tumblr.com/
Trent---:http://ohboythisisfunky.tumblr.com/
Sankatesuyumi---:https://sankatetsuyumi.tumblr.com/
Spindlex---:http://spindlesx.tumblr.com/

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(Any artist I freshly followed and really enjoyed will be added to this list :))

Hello everyone, yes you read the title right. After some thinking, I decided to go on a short term hiatus.

Here's my reasons.

Since I've been dealing with some inconveniences, procrastinating and feels like I don't have art ambition or feeling no creativity going on, my mind feels like a RAM overload. Like how it slows computer Down and some artist confidence issues.

So for like 7-15 days, I'm taking a breather and hitting the brakes from drawing for now to calm and refresh my mind. Then from within 2 months or so depends, I'm gonna spend more time practicing and studying more art areas where I lack experience at in drawing. Like hands, dynamics, perspective, body figures and anatomy (not inside body) and keeping steady pace in drawing instead of rushing which is one of artist issues I have and keeping not satisfied with my drawing outcomes. And reorganize myself as an artist, my DA, FA and so on.

I do feel I am some behind in artist skills and lacking some confidence but I know giving up ain't never an answer.

So I'm gonna get art books, see art tutorials and whatever art education I can aquire to really improve as an artist.

I cannot handle The need to post artwork that gets in my way to practice and study more.

Well, until then my friends. I'll still be here to chat but not post artwork. Just practice progresses.

Until then......*puts on sunglasses* I'll be back

~Stevenator-20xx, Founder of 20xx Network

https://picarto.tv/Stevenator20xx

Come on in for some fun :D

UPDATES AND PLANS!!!!!

Hi Everyone, Stevenator here from 20xx Network. Well, its been a while since I posted a Update Journal. Well, I've had Ups and Downs in beginning of 2017. Few things I'm glad about. 2016 is over, we past the craziest election ever, and I still feel optimistic for the future.

Well, here are my updates regarding myself and my life.

UPDATE 1: Well, I have been again battling Art Procrastination, but as of now, I really feel its time to take my love of Art, Cartooning and Drawing to the next level by being some more serious about it. By some serious I mean the following.
~Practice Drawing more to improve (which I have been as best as I can), turning this hobby into a part time freelance art business.

UPDATE 2: I have been having few troubles with Paint Tool Sai which almost made me give up on that software, but thanks to more research on Paint Tool Sai tutorials, now I have once again the confidence to use Paint Tool Sai again without needless labor to fix stupid small gaps, struggle to color etc.

UPDATE 3: Ladies and Gentlemen, I know i should've said this earlier....but....I have recieved...A new Laptop! From my Mama after my Dad and Sis arent enjoying it. My dad bought it, didnt really like it, gave it to my sis, she didnt like it either, she gave it to my mom, my mom didnt really need it since she uses her phone, so she gave it to me as last in line =3 It is orginally Windows 8 laptop, but I have successfully upgraded it to Windows 10 :) Got Paint Tool Sai running and I did test stream this laptop with OBS (Open Broadcasting Studio) in Picarto.TV and it was a complete success! ^^

Well, those are my updates everyone. Now here are my Plans regarding Artworks, Freelance Art Business, Art Streaming and more.

ART COMMISSIONS: Well, I know I haven't had any luck regarding previous attempts to do Art Commissions. I am planning to reopen it eventually soon enough and this time, it will remain open. There will be some new rules, prices and I'm planning to start with 5 slots. Payment will be still via Paypal. I really need to start to get into Art Business so I can do like that with other Artists and feel more confident of myself that I can run a small business and you guys helping me grow into a bigger artist.

ART STREAMING: Since my test Stream on my new laptop has been proven successful with my OBS, I do plan to do Picarto.TV Streaming :) Butas of right now, I don't have my streaming schedules yet. I tested the stream at my local coffee shop in a small town 5 miles away. I could do streaming either there or experiment with my Mobile Data to see how much it uses in certain amount of time. If it dosen't use much data in fair amount of time, that would be great so I can invest some GBs of date for that certain use and hopefully, to switch to Unlimited Plans on Verizon to ease the worries of limited Data plans were still in, but I hope we switch soon. The Type of Streams I will do are Fan Art Streams, Art Commission Streams, maybe on occassion, Free Limited Request Streams and Some Streams to involve Movie nights, and episodes of good shows and prehaps join Multi-Stream with my close artist friends and No, I cannon do my own Multi-Stream yet, Im not a premium member of PicartoTV which costs $15 a month which I can't do yet.

FAN-ARTS: There will be some more fan arts for some certain artworks and such from TV Shows, Movies, and Games and Internet. and yes, from this point on, NO FREE REQUESTS.

Well, thats all I got to say about my recent updates. Hope to get things running soonly as a busy artist.

See you next Journal! Any Questions or Comments, Don't Hesitate ^^

Heyo Everyone, Name's Steven Dye Jr. aka Stevenator. You can call me Steven, Steve, Stevie, Stevereno or Stevenator =3.

As you can see, my Profile ID explains plenty details about me but I'm going to introduce more of myself in this journal, even more details of what is said in my Profile ID :).
I indeed love to Draw, make art and watch cartoons and love porn x3 Real or Animated. And also love to do Roleplays, Sexual or not =3.
My OC's strength's and weaknesses

Strengths: Drawing, making Artworks, Computing, video gaming, I can use his anthro moprher watch to morph into any anthro OC by programming DNA samples into the key to use to able to Morph. He uses it to fight criminals, even strong ones and likes to Go on Sex Adventures and is willing to Breed with any Female OCs who are in need to reproduce with some certain conditions he lays down and to tame his Breeding Instincts.

Weaknesses: Breeding Instincts kicking in, if he sees his favorite OCs breeding with other OCs making him very envious (not jealous)(Non-Canons only), Being Seduced physically as Female Villian OCs use that to overpower him to make him succumb to sexual pleasure.

Those are my OC's strengths and weaknesses.
Well, if you have any curious questions, please don't hesistate to ask :)
See you next journal!