Opening up
Posted 3 years agoSolomon, I have returned… but I’m not totally happy.
A bout of guilt and depression over misunderstanding a music video and A-Logging someone who didn’t deserve it led me to temporarily disable my account here. I’m feeling a lot better now, though I do still question my overall worth to the community.
I’ve been in the community for fifteen years, but what do I have to show for it? Often, I get the feeling that I don’t matter to anyone and that my efforts at making content are for nothing. I even struggle to get commission work done, as I still feel insensitive about my skills, but am constantly shoved out of limited slots by everyone. I keep hoping someone new who watches can draw, but their gallery is as empty as a piggy bank the day after Christmas. Some people even hate me over my actions a decade ago, my infamous insanity-spawned pro-requests campaign. Even though I have a steady job now, it feels like the fates have adapted to my gains. I can’t draw humans and I’m shaky when it comes to backgrounds.
All that was tied into a recent Sonic music video that led to me to fantasize about the crucifixion of the lead singer of Crush 40. ALL OVER A JOKE. I can’t stand dark humor, yet I went totally off the rails by voicing my disdain of the “Growing Up Sucks” concept.
Plus, with that in tandem, I ask who would want to collab with me anyway, within the community or without. I’m not made of money and so many of my old friends and followers are gone. A couple became enemies. If I went to a non-*BDL about this, one session of perusing my gallery would drive them away.
Fear, guilt, self-hatred. These factors led to the 72 hour exile. While the pain has been diluted, it isn’t totally gone. Even though I want to do more, I still feel like damaged goods.
A bout of guilt and depression over misunderstanding a music video and A-Logging someone who didn’t deserve it led me to temporarily disable my account here. I’m feeling a lot better now, though I do still question my overall worth to the community.
I’ve been in the community for fifteen years, but what do I have to show for it? Often, I get the feeling that I don’t matter to anyone and that my efforts at making content are for nothing. I even struggle to get commission work done, as I still feel insensitive about my skills, but am constantly shoved out of limited slots by everyone. I keep hoping someone new who watches can draw, but their gallery is as empty as a piggy bank the day after Christmas. Some people even hate me over my actions a decade ago, my infamous insanity-spawned pro-requests campaign. Even though I have a steady job now, it feels like the fates have adapted to my gains. I can’t draw humans and I’m shaky when it comes to backgrounds.
All that was tied into a recent Sonic music video that led to me to fantasize about the crucifixion of the lead singer of Crush 40. ALL OVER A JOKE. I can’t stand dark humor, yet I went totally off the rails by voicing my disdain of the “Growing Up Sucks” concept.
Plus, with that in tandem, I ask who would want to collab with me anyway, within the community or without. I’m not made of money and so many of my old friends and followers are gone. A couple became enemies. If I went to a non-*BDL about this, one session of perusing my gallery would drive them away.
Fear, guilt, self-hatred. These factors led to the 72 hour exile. While the pain has been diluted, it isn’t totally gone. Even though I want to do more, I still feel like damaged goods.
DECEMBER COMMISSIONS: OPEN!
Posted 4 years agoWant Commishes? I’m open just in time for the Christmas season, with reduced prices!
1. EXTRA FEES FOR ADULT CHARACTERS. As I am still in a delicate financial position, I am amending my “No Adults” rule. An additional 10% will be added to the final cost should your character be over 18. Keep in mind that I prefer to diaper younger characters, since nobody will do it, so adults are a little bit redundant for me. I’ll still draw them, if it’s for a bit more.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $2
Ink, no color: $5
Inked, traditional coloring: $8
Inked, digital coloring: $10
Additional characters: $2
1.
Seandc02 — DONE
2.
Bobcats_Rule
3.
perreault
4.
DrebinGrey39
1. EXTRA FEES FOR ADULT CHARACTERS. As I am still in a delicate financial position, I am amending my “No Adults” rule. An additional 10% will be added to the final cost should your character be over 18. Keep in mind that I prefer to diaper younger characters, since nobody will do it, so adults are a little bit redundant for me. I’ll still draw them, if it’s for a bit more.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $2
Ink, no color: $5
Inked, traditional coloring: $8
Inked, digital coloring: $10
Additional characters: $2
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EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS II
Posted 4 years agoPLEASE HELP ME OUT!
1. ALWAYS OPEN WITH INFINITE SLOTS
I do not have a limit of slots, so if you want a commission or several, let me know!
2. I WON'T IGNORE YOU!
I will maintain contact as much as I can!
3. ALWAYS CHEAP
I offer my commissions are below average prices. You can get three characters inked and pencil-colored for at most 20 USD!
Now for some rules:
1. EXTRA FEES FOR ADULT CHARACTERS. As I am in dire need for money at the moment, I am amending my “No Adults” rule. An additional 10% will be added to the final cost should your character be over 18. Keep in mind that I prefer to diaper younger characters, since nobody will do it, so adults are a little bit redundant for me. I’ll still draw them, if it’s for a bit more.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
1.
HarrisBoyUK (Finished)
2.
warpwarp1929 (Finished)
3.
DanielMania123 (Finished)
4.
Landonbay (Finished)
5.
Seandc02
6:
00aa
1. ALWAYS OPEN WITH INFINITE SLOTS
I do not have a limit of slots, so if you want a commission or several, let me know!
2. I WON'T IGNORE YOU!
I will maintain contact as much as I can!
3. ALWAYS CHEAP
I offer my commissions are below average prices. You can get three characters inked and pencil-colored for at most 20 USD!
Now for some rules:
1. EXTRA FEES FOR ADULT CHARACTERS. As I am in dire need for money at the moment, I am amending my “No Adults” rule. An additional 10% will be added to the final cost should your character be over 18. Keep in mind that I prefer to diaper younger characters, since nobody will do it, so adults are a little bit redundant for me. I’ll still draw them, if it’s for a bit more.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
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Fuck Joe Biden
Posted 4 years agoIf you think the geriatric hair-sniffer is any good as a leader, I feel very sorry for you.
After all, who owns a wind-powered car?
After all, who owns a wind-powered car?
OCTOBER 2021 Update
Posted 4 years agoTo all who commissioned me over the past month, I wish to thank you. You’ve helped me out quite a bit, and as things look now, I might just pull through. Finances will take a turn for the better when I make my final car payment in a few days (I am SO glad I won’t have to pay $302.70 every month anymore).
At the same time, I had such a good experience drawing for you that I‘be decided to keep commissions open indefinitely.
The current queue is virtually empty. All that’s left is for the final approval of one user.
If you’re interested, note me.
My rules are here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9945476/
CURRENT QUEUE
1.
53v3r4 - Awaiting approval.
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3.
At the same time, I had such a good experience drawing for you that I‘be decided to keep commissions open indefinitely.
The current queue is virtually empty. All that’s left is for the final approval of one user.
If you’re interested, note me.
My rules are here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9945476/
CURRENT QUEUE
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Emergency Commissions UPDATE
Posted 4 years agoThank you for all your responses. I’m doing them as soon as I can. If anyone wants one done, here’s the info:
My rules are, as usual:
1. NO ADULT CHARACTERS! Given my own history and failures of trying to get 17- characters drawn by other artists, I have installed this rule as a means of retribution against those who said no. Your character, if an adult, must be deaged in order to qualify.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
TO DO LIST:
LeonXIII - Completed
53v3r4 - Completed
hooligans87 - Completed
tripleccc - Completed
thatmetalguy1011 - Inked
Seandc02 - Completed
53v3r4 (again) - Colored; awaiting assessment
Sp4c3Ch1nch1ll4 - Completed
DanielMania123 - Completed
My rules are, as usual:
1. NO ADULT CHARACTERS! Given my own history and failures of trying to get 17- characters drawn by other artists, I have installed this rule as a means of retribution against those who said no. Your character, if an adult, must be deaged in order to qualify.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
TO DO LIST:









SOS!! Emergency Commissions!! SOS!!
Posted 4 years agoI’m currently in dire need of money for a monthly car payment and other expenses. I am about to go broke and I really need help.
I am opening commissions in an effort to remedy the situation. Please don’t ignore me.
My rules are, as usual:
1. NO ADULT CHARACTERS! Given my own history and failures of trying to get 17- characters drawn by other artists, I have installed this rule as a means of retribution against those who said no. Your character, if an adult, must be deaged in order to qualify.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
I am opening commissions in an effort to remedy the situation. Please don’t ignore me.
My rules are, as usual:
1. NO ADULT CHARACTERS! Given my own history and failures of trying to get 17- characters drawn by other artists, I have installed this rule as a means of retribution against those who said no. Your character, if an adult, must be deaged in order to qualify.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
COMMISSIONS OPEN… Again
Posted 4 years agoI found a little energy and want to use it drawing so… commissions are open!
1. ALWAYS OPEN WITH INFINITE SLOTS
I do not have a limit of slots, so if you want a commission or several, let me know!
2. I WON'T IGNORE YOU!
I will maintain contact as much as I can!
3. ALWAYS CHEAP
I offer my commissions are below average prices. You can get three characters inked and pencil-colored for at most 20 USD!
Now for some rules:
1. NO ADULT CHARACTERS! Given my own history and failures of trying to get 17- characters drawn by other artists, I have installed this rule as a means of retribution against those who said no. Your character, if an adult, must be deaged in order to qualify.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
1. ALWAYS OPEN WITH INFINITE SLOTS
I do not have a limit of slots, so if you want a commission or several, let me know!
2. I WON'T IGNORE YOU!
I will maintain contact as much as I can!
3. ALWAYS CHEAP
I offer my commissions are below average prices. You can get three characters inked and pencil-colored for at most 20 USD!
Now for some rules:
1. NO ADULT CHARACTERS! Given my own history and failures of trying to get 17- characters drawn by other artists, I have installed this rule as a means of retribution against those who said no. Your character, if an adult, must be deaged in order to qualify.
2. WHAT I WON'T DRAW:
Most humans (except under some conditions)
Yaoi/Yuri
Gore/Blood
Porn
Backgrounds
Comics
Weight Gain
Inflation
Sex (goes under porn, but whatever)
Anything hyper-realistic
3. Notes, please, if you want something drawn.
4. PayPal only. I will give you my address when finished.
PRICES
Pencil, no color: $5
Ink, no color: $7
Inked, traditional coloring: $10
Inked, digital coloring: $15
Additional characters: $5
New Bella Ciao (with non-apologies to Jimba)
Posted 4 years agoBased on one of Jimba’s sacred songs, to commence a little venture for next month.
Now June is starting outside my window
Bye, my dear, bye, my dear, bye, my dear, dear, dear
Drags my senses into the sunlight
For there are things that I must do...
Wish me luck now, I have to leave you
Bye, my dear, bye, my dear, bye, my dear, dear, dear
Time for me to insult the Woke crowd
I’m going to mock the Tumblr types...
Next time you see me I may be “othered”
Bye, my dear, bye, my dear, bye, my dear, dear, dear
I'll be canceled by dicks on Twitter
I'll say, "the sunlight dragged me here!"
Now June is starting outside my window
Bye, my dear, bye, my dear, bye, my dear, dear, dear
Drags my senses into the sunlight
For there are things that I must do...
Wish me luck now, I have to leave you
Bye, my dear, bye, my dear, bye, my dear, dear, dear
Time for me to insult the Woke crowd
I’m going to mock the Tumblr types...
Next time you see me I may be “othered”
Bye, my dear, bye, my dear, bye, my dear, dear, dear
I'll be canceled by dicks on Twitter
I'll say, "the sunlight dragged me here!"
Is there a cabal against me?
Posted 5 years agoSo I was told that a prominent diaper artist (whose name shall be anonymous) was refusing to draw established characters starting January 1.
Restrictions: the story of my life.
A long time ago I went insane when people only did commissions and I had neither a PayPal nor a job, so I had to rely on art trade, or the rarest thing of all, requests. Naturally, nobody wanted to do anything if it didn’t involve money. As such, I became a pariah, and it’s still held against me in some circles.
Eventually I did get a PayPal, as well as a way to earn money. But I got new problems along with it. Apparently, when word got out that I had the ability to pay for commissions, people had to scramble in order to deny me my goals. It was the world of slots you could be crowded out of and of restrictive rules.
Remember when I did art commissions?
Remember the rule prohibiting the drawing of characters who were 18 years old or older?
Want to know WHY that rule was put in place?
You really want to know?
You absolutely sure you want to know?
Positive?
Okay.
I set up that rule because almost nobody would draw characters, established or otherwise, who weren’t adults. Simple as that.
I’ve long-since rejected pornography — as far as I’m concerned, the more sex-crazed one is the stupider they are. Basically, Johnny Bravo. I figuratively took a blood oath in the past that, when I pad up characters, I would NEVER go the sex route. Because fuck sex.
I also went into drawing my own commissions as a way to spite the people who rejected my ideas or ran away from me.
I bit off more than I could chew. My body was unable to handle so many CMs (if I could get them) and I wasn’t confident enough in my own skills. I just wanted to fill the void the community left me with, but I couldn’t.
I seriously do think there’s a conspiracy to prevent my ideas from being realized. Whether it’s taking advantage of my time zone or just plain spite, I don’t think there’s any hope of getting any of my concepts drawn that won’t wind up looking like this: https://www.deviantart.com/dragonri.....gift-862979306
I just don’t know how to do it. There’s no “job offers” board like there is on DeviantArt. Naturally, if I did post something like that there, I’d probably get a bunch of “bruh”s; it’s happened before.
Restrictions: the story of my life.
A long time ago I went insane when people only did commissions and I had neither a PayPal nor a job, so I had to rely on art trade, or the rarest thing of all, requests. Naturally, nobody wanted to do anything if it didn’t involve money. As such, I became a pariah, and it’s still held against me in some circles.
Eventually I did get a PayPal, as well as a way to earn money. But I got new problems along with it. Apparently, when word got out that I had the ability to pay for commissions, people had to scramble in order to deny me my goals. It was the world of slots you could be crowded out of and of restrictive rules.
Remember when I did art commissions?
Remember the rule prohibiting the drawing of characters who were 18 years old or older?
Want to know WHY that rule was put in place?
You really want to know?
You absolutely sure you want to know?
Positive?
Okay.
I set up that rule because almost nobody would draw characters, established or otherwise, who weren’t adults. Simple as that.
I’ve long-since rejected pornography — as far as I’m concerned, the more sex-crazed one is the stupider they are. Basically, Johnny Bravo. I figuratively took a blood oath in the past that, when I pad up characters, I would NEVER go the sex route. Because fuck sex.
I also went into drawing my own commissions as a way to spite the people who rejected my ideas or ran away from me.
I bit off more than I could chew. My body was unable to handle so many CMs (if I could get them) and I wasn’t confident enough in my own skills. I just wanted to fill the void the community left me with, but I couldn’t.
I seriously do think there’s a conspiracy to prevent my ideas from being realized. Whether it’s taking advantage of my time zone or just plain spite, I don’t think there’s any hope of getting any of my concepts drawn that won’t wind up looking like this: https://www.deviantart.com/dragonri.....gift-862979306
I just don’t know how to do it. There’s no “job offers” board like there is on DeviantArt. Naturally, if I did post something like that there, I’d probably get a bunch of “bruh”s; it’s happened before.
New Venture: STORY COMMISSIONS
Posted 5 years agoI’m coming back to create content, as I’m in need of raising funds for a much-needed vacation next year (I’ve worked my current job for almost four years and have yet to leave my hometown since starting). My creative spark is perilously in danger, which is why there’s been such little content as of late.
As I can’t compete with the likes of Joey or Tato, I’m gonna open a new venue: STORY COMMISSIONS. Writing, I feel, has always been a stronger fit than drawing, so I want to try doing stories. Let’s say... $0.10 a line?
The rules are simple: 1) Keep it PG, 2) if I don’t feel comfortable with certain parts of the subject matter, I can refuse, and 3) I will only accept payment if the end result meets the customer’s standards.
Note me for projects, regular previews will be given.
As I can’t compete with the likes of Joey or Tato, I’m gonna open a new venue: STORY COMMISSIONS. Writing, I feel, has always been a stronger fit than drawing, so I want to try doing stories. Let’s say... $0.10 a line?
The rules are simple: 1) Keep it PG, 2) if I don’t feel comfortable with certain parts of the subject matter, I can refuse, and 3) I will only accept payment if the end result meets the customer’s standards.
Note me for projects, regular previews will be given.
Human artists?
Posted 5 years agoI’m looking for someone to commission.
I will not support SafetyPins.
Posted 5 years agoSafetyPins has connections to BLM. BLM’s founders are Communists by admission, using the allegedly racist United States as a boogeyman as an alibi for its existence.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HgEUbSzOTZ8
Why should I help any group that has historically destroyed our churches, belittled my people for what we believe, and brutalized our leaders? I cannot offer support in any way, shape, or form to an ideology that hates us.
It’s like getting a Jew or homosexual to support a Klansman or neo-Nazi.
No, I’m not racist for saying this, contrary to something the aforementioned Jimba may claim, I can just see past the fake mustache and glasses to be fooled by dumbed-down slogans.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HgEUbSzOTZ8
Why should I help any group that has historically destroyed our churches, belittled my people for what we believe, and brutalized our leaders? I cannot offer support in any way, shape, or form to an ideology that hates us.
It’s like getting a Jew or homosexual to support a Klansman or neo-Nazi.
No, I’m not racist for saying this, contrary to something the aforementioned Jimba may claim, I can just see past the fake mustache and glasses to be fooled by dumbed-down slogans.
To Jimba (also no more commissions for the time being)
Posted 5 years agoThis journal is in response to a former follower who shall remain anonymous, though I will address him as “Jimba”.
Jimba loved a lot of the stuff I made over the years. However, it became increasingly clear that we would not be compatible due to a slavish devotion to Marxist philosophy. You read that right, Jimba is a Communist, and I’m not talking in the “I strongly disagree with him and have resorted to calling him names” way, he was one by admission.
We were never truly friends, though I tried to be one (we are both into diapers), only reaching the high-water mark of acquaintances who only occasionally spoke to one another. Usually, when Jimba would, it was in an unhinged, feral, and immature fashion. This is especially evident when you point out the flaws and atrocities of Marxism. At one point when I questioned how it could work given its horrible track record and body count, he denounced me as a pessimistic capitalist and tried to block me… but then tried to walk everything back because he liked my artwork, saying that it had an innocent look to it. I tried to extend an olive branch… but it wouldn’t last.
When I posted that image of Catty and Daisy carrying Hetero flags in a parody of sexuality showboating, I got some people who thought it was funny and smart, a couple who disagreed with it (but remained civil), and one troll. Then came Jimba, who was foaming-at-the-mouth angry at the fact that I’m neutral toward people, seeing one’s preferences as superficial in relation to the individual himself. He even went and defended the actions of DesmondIsAmazing’s caretakers. DesmondIsAmazing, for those unaware, is an underage boy forced to do striptease dances at New York gay bars…an act encouraged by his own parents.
It's a damn horrorshow: https://revengeofthecis.com/2018/07.....-abused-proof/
The last time the two of us had an extended interaction was on a Discord server run by a guy who reviews cartoons on DeviantArt; I won’t give the name of the admin of the server, either, but let’s just say he wants to change the world somehow. I made a remark under the Venting channel about people who wear Che Guevara shirts and idolize the guy, when he was really a murderous racist and homophobe. Jimba blew a gasket. He was SO UPSET about the fact that I view Marxism in the same manner I and the rest of the world view Nazism. He’d tYpE iN hArD tO rEaD iNtErChAnGiNg CaSeS lIkE tHiS as a means to mock me whenever I would come across flaws in Communist thought, past and present. I’d ask him HOW the dictatorship of the proletariat would dissolve itself in order for the prophesized workers’ paradise would materialize and, like his heroes, could never give a coherent answer that transcended the realm of theory. When a historical Communist failure like the Great Leap Forward or something would get brought up, he dismisses it all as “not real socialism”. This is what people familiar with logic and philosophy call a “No True Scotsman” fallacy. It works like this:
1. Gunn says that no true Scotsman eats his porridge with sugar.
2. Sinclair claims to be a Scotsman, yet he puts sugar in his porridge.
3. Ergo, Sinclair isn’t a real Scotsman, per Gunn’s definition.
The problem here is that there’s actual rubric to identify ideological groups. In the case of Marxism, we have the abolition of private property, centralized one-party government, anti-capitalism, state-sponsored antireligious activity and propaganda, etc. Historically, places like Red Russia and Mao’s China observed such statutes faithfully, and the end result is a mixture of mass-killings, prison camps, and artificial famines.
Naturally, the server was in favor of Jimba’s platform and I got cancelled because of it... even though HE was the one acting like a baby (ironic, I know).
Never bothered with him since, but after the shitshow that started at the end of May, I had accidentally run across him again. Naturally, he’s siding with the braindead reactionaries in Seattle who thought they could run their own country, but don’t even know how to plant a garden (just grab some cardboard and potting soil, that’ll work!). I won’t say what it is, but it’s him drawing stuff on a wall: a burning Earth, “ACAB”, etc. It looked just like the CHAZ’s outdoor graffiti gallery, but without the limp penises. I remarked about this under my non-diaper DA account. Jimba said the following:
Oh hey, I forgot you even existed for a while. And not only is your big return marked by petty political mudslinging, but with a SEXUAL reference involving an artwork featuring a 12-year-old child. Way to expose your true colors, you miserable fucking pedophile. As if your creepy obsession with diapering underage Sonic characters and putting them in questionable situations wasn't bad enough, now you just throw all subtlety out the window.
Face it, you're just jealous I can draw AND write far better than your talentless hack ass. I regret ever giving you money for your mediocre dribble, you blatant scam artist. You deserved to be kicked out of […] server, it was completely and entirely your fault. Mark my words, this is the very LAST time I will EVER allow you to speak to me ever again. You fucking blew it.
Someone didn’t get the reference. The “peaceful protestors” in CHAZ sprayed stuff like that on public buildings ( https://youtu.be/nrqkAqpHzfs?t=281 ) in addition to a billion “fucks”, yet you condone it. Also, back before I made it public that I was an anti-Communist, YOU were a big fan of mine. You called my stuff cute and innocent, but these days your praise has been multiplied by a -1 because of that. Forget any artistic merit and whatnot, it’s all political!
It’s a good thing you don’t have diapered pics of Sonic characters in your favorites… oh wait, YOU DO!!
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....dl-d-490078169
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....exlo-490159972
https://www.deviantart.com/theliljd.....ture-508023875 (This one’s not underage, but it’s still what I’d classify as “questionable”)
https://www.deviantart.com/tailslov.....ging-276132652
https://www.deviantart.com/drizzle-.....ehog-496980119
Of course it’s not all underage Sonic characters (which accounts for the bulk of its cast), you’ve faved plenty of pictures if characters who are padded up that aren’t exactly “voting age”: Pidge from the Netflix version of Voltron, Pan from Dragon Ball GT, numerous pics of Sari Sumdac from Transformers Animated, kid characters from the Pokémon series, My Little Pony characters, a kiloton of kid OCs, and the list goes on! So, basically, it’s only pedophilic if it goes against your mindset. “Rules for thee, but not for me…” Do I even need to bring up the earlier DesmondIsAmazing debacle?
Me a pedo! Ha! Christ have mercy on your soul if you look up Unistar on Inkbunny (Vomits).
Smears and about-face maneuvers like this weren’t unheard of in Mao’s China. That was part of the Cultural Revolution, after all, the struggle sessions: humiliating and destroying people and objects deemed as “anti-party” and outmoded. You saw bits of this under Stalin, whom you claim wasn’t a real Communist, but it was in the PRC where it hit the big time and continues to this day with the Woke movement in North America and Europe.
Don’t take my word for it. Here’s a guy on YouTube who’s a hundred times more articulate than I am who can tell you more about these shaming tactics that Jimba employs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOtinTlx7yo . Yeah, ever heard of the whole “Walt Disney was a Nazi sympathizer” thing? A Communist started that story.
You claim that where you live is a “capitalist hellhole”. The funny thing is, that every day you reap the benefits of this “capitalist, imperialist cesspit”. In the CHAZ, they can’t provide enough food for everyone and sometimes have to go capitalist and order pizza. The Seattle Commune isn’t even a week old and it’s already beginning to crumble, it will just go down as another failure of a system that doesn’t even know it’s dead yet.
Oh, and for the record, should Jimba try to twist this into making me look like a monster or something, I'm not against the protests at all. What happened to George Floyd was uncalled for and Chauvin, rightly, doesn't have a single supporter in the world. That said, I refuse to support acts of looting and vandalism. It won't bring Floyd back to life, it will only hurt innocent people. Same goes to the "Defund the Police" crowd and racist parasites like Tim Wise. Don't you understand that in doing stuff like that, you make yourselves look like monsters and you embolden actual white supremacists (not the imagined ones you believe live under your beds at night, ACTUAL ONES)?
Jimba loved a lot of the stuff I made over the years. However, it became increasingly clear that we would not be compatible due to a slavish devotion to Marxist philosophy. You read that right, Jimba is a Communist, and I’m not talking in the “I strongly disagree with him and have resorted to calling him names” way, he was one by admission.
We were never truly friends, though I tried to be one (we are both into diapers), only reaching the high-water mark of acquaintances who only occasionally spoke to one another. Usually, when Jimba would, it was in an unhinged, feral, and immature fashion. This is especially evident when you point out the flaws and atrocities of Marxism. At one point when I questioned how it could work given its horrible track record and body count, he denounced me as a pessimistic capitalist and tried to block me… but then tried to walk everything back because he liked my artwork, saying that it had an innocent look to it. I tried to extend an olive branch… but it wouldn’t last.
When I posted that image of Catty and Daisy carrying Hetero flags in a parody of sexuality showboating, I got some people who thought it was funny and smart, a couple who disagreed with it (but remained civil), and one troll. Then came Jimba, who was foaming-at-the-mouth angry at the fact that I’m neutral toward people, seeing one’s preferences as superficial in relation to the individual himself. He even went and defended the actions of DesmondIsAmazing’s caretakers. DesmondIsAmazing, for those unaware, is an underage boy forced to do striptease dances at New York gay bars…an act encouraged by his own parents.
It's a damn horrorshow: https://revengeofthecis.com/2018/07.....-abused-proof/
The last time the two of us had an extended interaction was on a Discord server run by a guy who reviews cartoons on DeviantArt; I won’t give the name of the admin of the server, either, but let’s just say he wants to change the world somehow. I made a remark under the Venting channel about people who wear Che Guevara shirts and idolize the guy, when he was really a murderous racist and homophobe. Jimba blew a gasket. He was SO UPSET about the fact that I view Marxism in the same manner I and the rest of the world view Nazism. He’d tYpE iN hArD tO rEaD iNtErChAnGiNg CaSeS lIkE tHiS as a means to mock me whenever I would come across flaws in Communist thought, past and present. I’d ask him HOW the dictatorship of the proletariat would dissolve itself in order for the prophesized workers’ paradise would materialize and, like his heroes, could never give a coherent answer that transcended the realm of theory. When a historical Communist failure like the Great Leap Forward or something would get brought up, he dismisses it all as “not real socialism”. This is what people familiar with logic and philosophy call a “No True Scotsman” fallacy. It works like this:
1. Gunn says that no true Scotsman eats his porridge with sugar.
2. Sinclair claims to be a Scotsman, yet he puts sugar in his porridge.
3. Ergo, Sinclair isn’t a real Scotsman, per Gunn’s definition.
The problem here is that there’s actual rubric to identify ideological groups. In the case of Marxism, we have the abolition of private property, centralized one-party government, anti-capitalism, state-sponsored antireligious activity and propaganda, etc. Historically, places like Red Russia and Mao’s China observed such statutes faithfully, and the end result is a mixture of mass-killings, prison camps, and artificial famines.
Naturally, the server was in favor of Jimba’s platform and I got cancelled because of it... even though HE was the one acting like a baby (ironic, I know).
Never bothered with him since, but after the shitshow that started at the end of May, I had accidentally run across him again. Naturally, he’s siding with the braindead reactionaries in Seattle who thought they could run their own country, but don’t even know how to plant a garden (just grab some cardboard and potting soil, that’ll work!). I won’t say what it is, but it’s him drawing stuff on a wall: a burning Earth, “ACAB”, etc. It looked just like the CHAZ’s outdoor graffiti gallery, but without the limp penises. I remarked about this under my non-diaper DA account. Jimba said the following:
Oh hey, I forgot you even existed for a while. And not only is your big return marked by petty political mudslinging, but with a SEXUAL reference involving an artwork featuring a 12-year-old child. Way to expose your true colors, you miserable fucking pedophile. As if your creepy obsession with diapering underage Sonic characters and putting them in questionable situations wasn't bad enough, now you just throw all subtlety out the window.
Face it, you're just jealous I can draw AND write far better than your talentless hack ass. I regret ever giving you money for your mediocre dribble, you blatant scam artist. You deserved to be kicked out of […] server, it was completely and entirely your fault. Mark my words, this is the very LAST time I will EVER allow you to speak to me ever again. You fucking blew it.
Someone didn’t get the reference. The “peaceful protestors” in CHAZ sprayed stuff like that on public buildings ( https://youtu.be/nrqkAqpHzfs?t=281 ) in addition to a billion “fucks”, yet you condone it. Also, back before I made it public that I was an anti-Communist, YOU were a big fan of mine. You called my stuff cute and innocent, but these days your praise has been multiplied by a -1 because of that. Forget any artistic merit and whatnot, it’s all political!
It’s a good thing you don’t have diapered pics of Sonic characters in your favorites… oh wait, YOU DO!!
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....dl-d-490078169
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....exlo-490159972
https://www.deviantart.com/theliljd.....ture-508023875 (This one’s not underage, but it’s still what I’d classify as “questionable”)
https://www.deviantart.com/tailslov.....ging-276132652
https://www.deviantart.com/drizzle-.....ehog-496980119
Of course it’s not all underage Sonic characters (which accounts for the bulk of its cast), you’ve faved plenty of pictures if characters who are padded up that aren’t exactly “voting age”: Pidge from the Netflix version of Voltron, Pan from Dragon Ball GT, numerous pics of Sari Sumdac from Transformers Animated, kid characters from the Pokémon series, My Little Pony characters, a kiloton of kid OCs, and the list goes on! So, basically, it’s only pedophilic if it goes against your mindset. “Rules for thee, but not for me…” Do I even need to bring up the earlier DesmondIsAmazing debacle?
Me a pedo! Ha! Christ have mercy on your soul if you look up Unistar on Inkbunny (Vomits).
Smears and about-face maneuvers like this weren’t unheard of in Mao’s China. That was part of the Cultural Revolution, after all, the struggle sessions: humiliating and destroying people and objects deemed as “anti-party” and outmoded. You saw bits of this under Stalin, whom you claim wasn’t a real Communist, but it was in the PRC where it hit the big time and continues to this day with the Woke movement in North America and Europe.
Don’t take my word for it. Here’s a guy on YouTube who’s a hundred times more articulate than I am who can tell you more about these shaming tactics that Jimba employs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOtinTlx7yo . Yeah, ever heard of the whole “Walt Disney was a Nazi sympathizer” thing? A Communist started that story.
You claim that where you live is a “capitalist hellhole”. The funny thing is, that every day you reap the benefits of this “capitalist, imperialist cesspit”. In the CHAZ, they can’t provide enough food for everyone and sometimes have to go capitalist and order pizza. The Seattle Commune isn’t even a week old and it’s already beginning to crumble, it will just go down as another failure of a system that doesn’t even know it’s dead yet.
Oh, and for the record, should Jimba try to twist this into making me look like a monster or something, I'm not against the protests at all. What happened to George Floyd was uncalled for and Chauvin, rightly, doesn't have a single supporter in the world. That said, I refuse to support acts of looting and vandalism. It won't bring Floyd back to life, it will only hurt innocent people. Same goes to the "Defund the Police" crowd and racist parasites like Tim Wise. Don't you understand that in doing stuff like that, you make yourselves look like monsters and you embolden actual white supremacists (not the imagined ones you believe live under your beds at night, ACTUAL ONES)?
Feeling paranoid and blacklisted
Posted 5 years agoI want to get a cover image done for my story, but I have no luck. I can't draw, and I especially can't draw humans, so I seek others to draw for me. No matter what I try as of late, there's nobody who's open. I get the same stuff all the time:
"Sorry, honey, I'm not open right now."
"I can't draw anything at the moment."
"I'm not comfortable with the subject."
I am at wit's end, and beginning to think that there's a secret blacklist out there that's shared between artists and others to prevent me from getting stuff I want to see realized. Like, there was this one dude who only draws for Patreon supporters, but only has three slots open... but they all get taken up in a microsecond because he's a brilliant artist.
I really do think people out there are intentionally trying to prevent me from getting work done, and I really don't want stuff that looks like some kindergartener doodled it in ten seconds.
What do I have to do, host a contest?
"Sorry, honey, I'm not open right now."
"I can't draw anything at the moment."
"I'm not comfortable with the subject."
I am at wit's end, and beginning to think that there's a secret blacklist out there that's shared between artists and others to prevent me from getting stuff I want to see realized. Like, there was this one dude who only draws for Patreon supporters, but only has three slots open... but they all get taken up in a microsecond because he's a brilliant artist.
I really do think people out there are intentionally trying to prevent me from getting work done, and I really don't want stuff that looks like some kindergartener doodled it in ten seconds.
What do I have to do, host a contest?
Have I been blacklisted and not know it?
Posted 6 years agoI may sound paranoid, but for some reason, I can't seem to find anyone willing to take up this idea of mine. One unnamed guy has backed me, and I don't know who would be willing to tackle what I want to do. I don't want to come off as annoying or something, but if it has anything to do with that one pic from back in the summer, offending was never my intent.
I want to see stuff drawn again. Non-Sonic stuff.
I want to see stuff drawn again. Non-Sonic stuff.
White Flag Raised...
Posted 6 years agoCan anyone draw humans? I had a pic idea that nobody wants to do...
Pokemon diapers exist IRL!
Posted 6 years agohttps://nintendosoup.com/tag/huggies/
Apparently Nintendo and Huggies actually partnered up for this. The thing is, this is a Chinese-exclusive release.
It's not exactly something confined to fics anymore, but it still kinda sucks that it's relegated to China.
Apparently Nintendo and Huggies actually partnered up for this. The thing is, this is a Chinese-exclusive release.
It's not exactly something confined to fics anymore, but it still kinda sucks that it's relegated to China.
Moving NEW FAIRY TALE to FA
Posted 6 years agoBecause of the most recent DeviantArt update, it has become harder to edit New Fairy Tale chapters as I resume work on them again. As such, they have been moved to FA. I really don't expect a lot of reaction since, despite being very diaper-oriented, it's not Sonic-related.
Never the less, I'm moving it.
It's the story of a young countess who sets off on a Heaven-sent mission around the world, becoming a hero in her own right like her adoptive father. Funny thing is, she's nowhere close to ready for Big Girl panties yet!
Never the less, I'm moving it.
It's the story of a young countess who sets off on a Heaven-sent mission around the world, becoming a hero in her own right like her adoptive father. Funny thing is, she's nowhere close to ready for Big Girl panties yet!
Attacked at work
Posted 6 years agoToday, some psycho punched me across the face twice. He got jailed, but I got the rest of the day off, though I think I don't need it. Nevertheless, it was doctor's orders.
I'm not privy to go on...
I'm not privy to go on...
Discord Server -- CATTY'S CORNER
Posted 6 years agoNEW FAIRY TALE
Posted 6 years agoVegoia Limbourg was a count's daughter who was still a baby in all but size. On her twelfth birthday, though, she opened a magic bottle. Now, charged with finding lost five Stones of the Elements, Vegoia and her Genie servant Raiyu travel around the world: where bards play enchanted melodies and empires defend their territory with ships on the sea and in the sky. Leaving home behind, Vegoia seeks out the lost gems while growing as a warrior, all the while dealing with powerful witches, ferocious sea monsters, mighty dragons... and going poop in her diapers!
The guy who spent the better part of a decade padding up Sonic characters and getting pilloried for it in 2016 now brings you NEW FAIRY TALE -- an epic fantasy for babies of all ages!
CONTENTS
PROLOGUE: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-1-773962205
CHAPTER 1: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-2-773965431
CHAPTER 2: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-3-774420025
CHAPTER 3: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-4-774523958
CHAPTER 4: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-5-775130933
CHAPTER 5: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-6-775408548
CHAPTER 6: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-7-775815495
CHAPTER 7: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-7-777007179
CHAPTER 8: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-8-778655581
CHAPTER 9: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-9-780745391
The guy who spent the better part of a decade padding up Sonic characters and getting pilloried for it in 2016 now brings you NEW FAIRY TALE -- an epic fantasy for babies of all ages!
CONTENTS
PROLOGUE: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-1-773962205
CHAPTER 1: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-2-773965431
CHAPTER 2: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-3-774420025
CHAPTER 3: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-4-774523958
CHAPTER 4: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-5-775130933
CHAPTER 5: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-6-775408548
CHAPTER 6: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-7-775815495
CHAPTER 7: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-7-777007179
CHAPTER 8: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-8-778655581
CHAPTER 9: https://www.deviantart.com/countlim.....ry-9-780745391
DeviantArt, Take 3
Posted 7 years agohttps://www.deviantart.com/countlimbourg
I'm returning to DeviantArt, but this account is primarily for an ongoing epic fantasy serial called DIAPERS AND DRAGONS. It's not anthro-based, and I am seeking a collaborator in terms of artwork as most of the cast is humanoid and not anthro.
I'm returning to DeviantArt, but this account is primarily for an ongoing epic fantasy serial called DIAPERS AND DRAGONS. It's not anthro-based, and I am seeking a collaborator in terms of artwork as most of the cast is humanoid and not anthro.
I suck
Posted 7 years agoI can't draw human characters, at all and I can't make myself do any anthros at this time!
I can't keep going and I'm just not skilled enough. Motivation won't materialize.
I stink!
I can't keep going and I'm just not skilled enough. Motivation won't materialize.
I stink!
I'm in a fix...
Posted 7 years agoA friend is trying to raise money for something and can't get any response. I can't publish anything about it openly, but it can be noted.