Much More Pressure
5 years ago
General
Hiya, guys. I know it's been a while since I did some artwork for you guys, and I sincerely apologize for it all. I'll explain what's going on.
I'm moving to a new house with my family, but it's been weeks, almost a month, and we haven't been able to move in early. So things have been stressful, as my parents have been stressed out of their minds as they work hard, every morning and every evening to make the money to pay bills and such.
There has also been some family drama going on too. And that has been doing a number on my depression, anxiety, stress, intrusive thoughts, suicidal thoughts, and I haven't been taking good care of myself mentally, emotionally, and physically. And that's another thing. I have been depressed and such, as I suffer suicidal thoughts, intrusive thoughts, (sometimes) nightmares.
I have also been getting into other things. Such as Skateboarding, Punk Rock, Ventriloquism, and drawing anime too. I have been brainstorming MANY OCs. Furry, Scalie, Anime, Hero, Villain, etc.
I also got let go from my job because of Business Decisions to cut hours for all associates, and cut away Part-Time Associates, and Seasonal Associates, and I was a Full-Time Seasonal Associate. Luckily, I can be rehired, but I feel as if a lot more has been put on me as a truckload of job opportunities have been presented to me.
So mostly, I have been trying to take care of myself, practice things, brainstorm ideas, adjust things, take care of stress and such, and it's the reason why I haven't drawn lately and such.
TL;DR: I have a lot of pressure on my back about the move, losing the job, personal struggles, family drama, and taking care of things.
Again, I sincerely apologize for my inactivity, and I hope you guys understand.
I'm moving to a new house with my family, but it's been weeks, almost a month, and we haven't been able to move in early. So things have been stressful, as my parents have been stressed out of their minds as they work hard, every morning and every evening to make the money to pay bills and such.
There has also been some family drama going on too. And that has been doing a number on my depression, anxiety, stress, intrusive thoughts, suicidal thoughts, and I haven't been taking good care of myself mentally, emotionally, and physically. And that's another thing. I have been depressed and such, as I suffer suicidal thoughts, intrusive thoughts, (sometimes) nightmares.
I have also been getting into other things. Such as Skateboarding, Punk Rock, Ventriloquism, and drawing anime too. I have been brainstorming MANY OCs. Furry, Scalie, Anime, Hero, Villain, etc.
I also got let go from my job because of Business Decisions to cut hours for all associates, and cut away Part-Time Associates, and Seasonal Associates, and I was a Full-Time Seasonal Associate. Luckily, I can be rehired, but I feel as if a lot more has been put on me as a truckload of job opportunities have been presented to me.
So mostly, I have been trying to take care of myself, practice things, brainstorm ideas, adjust things, take care of stress and such, and it's the reason why I haven't drawn lately and such.
TL;DR: I have a lot of pressure on my back about the move, losing the job, personal struggles, family drama, and taking care of things.
Again, I sincerely apologize for my inactivity, and I hope you guys understand.
RoninHunt0987
~roninhunt0987
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