I am so exhausted, i just want to have a good wholesome time but everyone is just so damn obsessed with being as cruel as they can be in the things they create. Everyone in the furry fandom just seems to be obsessed with fantasy of abuse, violence, mind destruction and even murder. Every time someone try to say something about it they very often end up being ganged on and made to shut up. I hate how im always told to lower my moral standards and just accept incredibly creepy and immoral things. Im disabled and i dont have much in my life and the furry fandom was pretty much my last place to have fun but every years the fandom gets worse and worse. Im so exhausted, some time i think i should just end myself.