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2018 wrap up! + 2019 and looking forward.
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2018 wrap up! + 2019 and looking forward.
Thank-you's and lots of love to these people briefly and more before I wrap up the year!
Some photos from the past week ish. Honestly this man is the love of my life. No one could make me happier. I don't have all my high top looks or have been sexy and handsome in the last couple months but he loves me regardless. It's almost on the cusp of 6 months together. He is honestly the best thing to happen in 2018 for me. We've had our ups and downs. He's fought along side me against my depression, bpd, anxiety, and my abusive past. Thanks to him and his help I was able to get my abuser out of my life, I've been able to turn my life around, Get out of debt completely, and start living my life healthy and happy. I love him. He's the man I want in my life for now and forever. He's perfect in every way imagine-able in my eyes. I love him so so much. Thanks to him and his sapport, love and kindness I've made a huge impact on my life and have gone from on the edge of suicide to making my life better and becoming healthy.
But moxy/jace or Jon (whatever name you know him by) was not the only thing to do this for me or the only person. My loyal and loving pet Chris aka rue has been a huge part of why I even met and survived long enough to meet Jace. Rue, god the things I could say about you. Thank you. You helped me pull away from my abuser. You helped me put my foot down and stand my ground and leave him for good and break up with him. You also stood by my side for months filled with depression. You pulled me through the lose of my grandmother and cat and coping with it this year. Your so loyal and caring. You have a true heart of gold. I wouldn't be here without you. You stood by me at my worst. In the hardest parts of my life. For that I love you so so much. Thank you so much for staying part of my life this year. Thank you. It made a world of difference.
There is many more people I could list off that have helped me made it through. A few are my friends Raymond Lewis (zombibubbles) Romeo Harris (Jethro) Allan Bryan (omet), Sam Airdrie, Secreta Sa,
(cake), Aiden (
) Cody Ellsmore (tailon) , Alana Mackenzie Willis (Momo), Zurie Knight(panic wonderland), Matt Smith (spike), Silas Smithson, Melnik Sheppard, Mackenzie Daymond (natchus), Nick Wolfe (bug juice), Gregory Allard (alder) and gosh the list keeps going on. But there is one huge mention I need to add for how much he's put up with and simply supported and been there for me. That would be my well I guess my oldest friend I have to date. That would be Lucas Oliver aka trillion or anxiety. God he's put up with every bit of me. Good, bad, depression, anger, upset, happy, meltdowns and well even seen me through abuse. I swear to God he's shown me do much love, care and compassion and help that I'd be willing to call him family like I would most friends but more. he's stuck by me. proved his care for me so many times over. Honestly luke thank you. I wouldn't be here without you. My life wouldn't have gone anywhere without your help and guidance. As much as a tease, joke and even at times can fight with you you've most of all deserved the place as My best friend. Me I find anyone is replaceable. For the most part. You are not. Your one of a kind and I'll never find a friend like you. Thank you. Seriously thank you so much
Now onto what I've gained and done this year!
This year wow! I have to say it's been challenging as all hell get out! But to start the year off I went to FE which was a blast thanks to friends and had my first convention vending :0 which was a blast I made over the price of my booth itself! And fully supported my hole com with the money I made whattttt!!!
Then after March I broke up with my abusive ex. Come the summer I got him out of my life completely regardless of him still stalking me and being kinda well insane. But abusive people for you! But he's gone and not coming back.
Next I went into a youth training program to get me back into the working world. And it worked! I got a job with the government company ship working at there cafe the coffee hub in a near by town. Which may be leading to a job position in the new year -crossing my fingers here-
I also bought a bunch of my loved characters, bought tons of art, got out of debt, had my longest art block ever Two hole months! But I think I'm back on track and finishing my last 2018 drawing and my last commission or two and some free stuff for friends to do woot!
I also spent my first thanksgiving, Christmas and soon to be new years with my partner! Yay! Along with a lot of other adventures and firsts 💚 I love him so much! Even my shy ass cat loves him!
What else? Tons of new books read, fandoms joined, toxic people gone and tbh a huge huge improvement and turn around in my life. I'm getting healthy and strong and started on my journey to getting fit! My family bonds have grown stronger even with embarrassment they cause! I've spent tons of time with pets and loved ones. I've also gained a lot of skill. I'm battling my depression and anxiety better then ever. I'm growing as a person and past my abuse. I'm honestly so so proud of myself. For the first time in years I want to live. I see a future for myself and I couldn't be more ready.
My goals for next year:
-Make 2019 a year that I won't forget
-keep working on my art and expanding my company.
-gain friendships and gain loved ones
-start making plans for me and my partner to live together
-gain a job position (I may have one soon if ship hires me full time past my contract which ended a few weeks back)
-get a new laptop
-get a new galaxy phone (needs one cuz cam is broken)
-accept myself and grow more as a person
-stay happy
-and to help people as much as possible
-learn more! Keep working on school and learning and expanding my knowledge
-work on my spelling and grammar
And so much more
My new years resolution is to keep fighting my mental illness and get off all medications for the most part for it like me and my doctor are working towards, and to seek further help for myself all together :3
Thank you for such a wonderful year everyone. the last few years since about 2013 have been a rock slide through hell. But I've starting climbing the mountains again to greatness and this year has truly turned things around for me. Thank you everyone!
Thank-you's and lots of love to these people briefly and more before I wrap up the year!
Some photos from the past week ish. Honestly this man is the love of my life. No one could make me happier. I don't have all my high top looks or have been sexy and handsome in the last couple months but he loves me regardless. It's almost on the cusp of 6 months together. He is honestly the best thing to happen in 2018 for me. We've had our ups and downs. He's fought along side me against my depression, bpd, anxiety, and my abusive past. Thanks to him and his help I was able to get my abuser out of my life, I've been able to turn my life around, Get out of debt completely, and start living my life healthy and happy. I love him. He's the man I want in my life for now and forever. He's perfect in every way imagine-able in my eyes. I love him so so much. Thanks to him and his sapport, love and kindness I've made a huge impact on my life and have gone from on the edge of suicide to making my life better and becoming healthy.
But moxy/jace or Jon (whatever name you know him by) was not the only thing to do this for me or the only person. My loyal and loving pet Chris aka rue has been a huge part of why I even met and survived long enough to meet Jace. Rue, god the things I could say about you. Thank you. You helped me pull away from my abuser. You helped me put my foot down and stand my ground and leave him for good and break up with him. You also stood by my side for months filled with depression. You pulled me through the lose of my grandmother and cat and coping with it this year. Your so loyal and caring. You have a true heart of gold. I wouldn't be here without you. You stood by me at my worst. In the hardest parts of my life. For that I love you so so much. Thank you so much for staying part of my life this year. Thank you. It made a world of difference.
There is many more people I could list off that have helped me made it through. A few are my friends Raymond Lewis (zombibubbles) Romeo Harris (Jethro) Allan Bryan (omet), Sam Airdrie, Secreta Sa,
(cake), Aiden (
) Cody Ellsmore (tailon) , Alana Mackenzie Willis (Momo), Zurie Knight(panic wonderland), Matt Smith (spike), Silas Smithson, Melnik Sheppard, Mackenzie Daymond (natchus), Nick Wolfe (bug juice), Gregory Allard (alder) and gosh the list keeps going on. But there is one huge mention I need to add for how much he's put up with and simply supported and been there for me. That would be my well I guess my oldest friend I have to date. That would be Lucas Oliver aka trillion or anxiety. God he's put up with every bit of me. Good, bad, depression, anger, upset, happy, meltdowns and well even seen me through abuse. I swear to God he's shown me do much love, care and compassion and help that I'd be willing to call him family like I would most friends but more. he's stuck by me. proved his care for me so many times over. Honestly luke thank you. I wouldn't be here without you. My life wouldn't have gone anywhere without your help and guidance. As much as a tease, joke and even at times can fight with you you've most of all deserved the place as My best friend. Me I find anyone is replaceable. For the most part. You are not. Your one of a kind and I'll never find a friend like you. Thank you. Seriously thank you so muchNow onto what I've gained and done this year!
This year wow! I have to say it's been challenging as all hell get out! But to start the year off I went to FE which was a blast thanks to friends and had my first convention vending :0 which was a blast I made over the price of my booth itself! And fully supported my hole com with the money I made whattttt!!!
Then after March I broke up with my abusive ex. Come the summer I got him out of my life completely regardless of him still stalking me and being kinda well insane. But abusive people for you! But he's gone and not coming back.
Next I went into a youth training program to get me back into the working world. And it worked! I got a job with the government company ship working at there cafe the coffee hub in a near by town. Which may be leading to a job position in the new year -crossing my fingers here-
I also bought a bunch of my loved characters, bought tons of art, got out of debt, had my longest art block ever Two hole months! But I think I'm back on track and finishing my last 2018 drawing and my last commission or two and some free stuff for friends to do woot!
I also spent my first thanksgiving, Christmas and soon to be new years with my partner! Yay! Along with a lot of other adventures and firsts 💚 I love him so much! Even my shy ass cat loves him!
What else? Tons of new books read, fandoms joined, toxic people gone and tbh a huge huge improvement and turn around in my life. I'm getting healthy and strong and started on my journey to getting fit! My family bonds have grown stronger even with embarrassment they cause! I've spent tons of time with pets and loved ones. I've also gained a lot of skill. I'm battling my depression and anxiety better then ever. I'm growing as a person and past my abuse. I'm honestly so so proud of myself. For the first time in years I want to live. I see a future for myself and I couldn't be more ready.
My goals for next year:
-Make 2019 a year that I won't forget
-keep working on my art and expanding my company.
-gain friendships and gain loved ones
-start making plans for me and my partner to live together
-gain a job position (I may have one soon if ship hires me full time past my contract which ended a few weeks back)
-get a new laptop
-get a new galaxy phone (needs one cuz cam is broken)
-accept myself and grow more as a person
-stay happy
-and to help people as much as possible
-learn more! Keep working on school and learning and expanding my knowledge
-work on my spelling and grammar
And so much more
My new years resolution is to keep fighting my mental illness and get off all medications for the most part for it like me and my doctor are working towards, and to seek further help for myself all together :3
Thank you for such a wonderful year everyone. the last few years since about 2013 have been a rock slide through hell. But I've starting climbing the mountains again to greatness and this year has truly turned things around for me. Thank you everyone!
