So, It's been another four months. I don't know who reads these, but I'll do it anyways. The person I spoke of in my previous journal has left my life once again, this last March. He left with such anger and hate and vitriol and spite that it doesn't even hurt now, it made no sense and was so un warrented. I wanted him to be my friend again but, he seemed to get it in his mind that I "leeched" a mutual friend from him, when really this friend just saw how C was treating me. TLDR hes gone forever now but its better. Hes not gone, I escaped him. That's what I keep telling myself. I got away from him. He was so off base with the venom he spewed at me that I almost laughed. It hurt, and it still does, and probably always will, to know that he changed and became that twisted mind. I knew him for 8 years. But now the whole episode is over.

It's time for the next chapter in my life. I moved to a new place a few months back and it's really helped clear my mind for the better. Depression has been out and I haven't had an episode since I moved. I live with a good friend of mine now and things are looking up. Who knows what the future holds now.