Hi, so I haven't been active at all but hey here I am again, I suppose, I guess I'm kinda here just to vent or umm someway to help myself. I'm currently in the process of moving out with a good friend of mine which is both exciting and nerve racking, but recently my anxiety has been kicking in and been getting stressed out about this. It really shouldn't and I never really had a problem with anxiety, but recently it has, I dunno. I'm basically leaving everything a good paying job, all my other great friends, I literally hang out with them every week, I basically live at their place, but now I'm finding myself leaving it all behind just to be spontaneous, I guess I'm just trying to seek discomfort, something I normally wouldn't do. I don't always want to be in a safe spot, I want to see it all, but man does it suck when you second guess yourself and find yourself thinking "maybe you shouldn't why break what you worked so hard, to build this wall and stay safe". Anyways that's it for now, I think, I'm tired, I need sleep.