Everyone says having a kid is both the worst thing and the best thing you will ever do in your life. Sure seems that way. In just a few short days I've figured it out. We ignore that bad; the sleepless nights, the damaged body, the piss, shit, vomit, and tears because the feelings you get then looking at your child make the negatives kind of fade away.

On another note, I'm having a lot of trouble with waking up quickly, always have. I hate myself for it and I really wish I wasn't so slow at night. Might inquire about it at the clinic.

Anyways sorry for spamming everyone with these, just need to get some things out there.