Due to Real Life Complication's it Leave's me gone for month's on end.
Im dealing with the death of my mother,and moving into a small apartment, i Finlay got the money from my ex husband and all my stuff from his sorry ass, finally sold my 2 stories 4 bedroom 3 bath house im gonna miss the place, and finally getting over the loss of my 4th miscarriage

Even though i never got to have my babies be with me i miss every one of them and i know they may not have gotten to see what life is but i know there with my mother now and they are happy that's all a mother could ask for is having there babies happy.

I will get to posting thing's of my new life on second life soon im thinking of getting into pony play and puppy play to sooth my mind and help me at least have something to do other then dwell on my sorrow's i need an out ya know?