ok so lifes a little jankey but things will be back on track soon
im moving like across country in two weeks so thats ben taking up like a metric ton of my time as of late so apologies.
Upon moving i need to sort out my medication and stuff like asap..my last perscription made my paranoia and anxiety peak and i legit was convinced while on it
that everyone secretly hated me and dident want to talk to me
good stuff.

also it made my suicidal thoughts worse so needless to say being exausted and depressed is better than being paranoid, and manic depressed..like damn i wasent thinkin right and half the time thought that id leave my room and be greated by my current room mate and her mother berating me like i was living garbage and a degenerate.

which my rl family ended up dooin last week so yeaa....

tell someone your depressed and suicidal and they pretty much invalidate the entirity of your work by stating that drawing 'nsfw' is disgusting and depraved and that i was pandering to scum for dooing so and pretty much and i quote 'defiling my art'

i wasent having any of that shit and cleared up that while i do draw nsfw stuff that can get spicy for pay
I draw downright kinky shit for myself like damn..i like it extra spicy and a little freaky.

and that shaming me for drawing what i want is the literal dumbest thing ever..


i phrased it better..essentially that drawing the human form is difficult and takes skill, if they are naked i cant cheat on anatomy..and there is nothing shameful with the human form and refuse to be shamed for drawing it.


i laughed while texting my responce because they dont know that i draw primarily furry nsfw XDDD



so tldr,

my irl family is shit
my meds have ben making life beyond horrific
im moving across the country in two weeks
i havent forgotten commissions im dooing, i just havent had much time to complete them and am stressed af.


thanks for stickin with me and being understanding, you guys are the literal best <3
ill prolly do some really cute free adoptables and linearts ect for yall to enjoy after im settled in to my new place.gotta give back to those who have ben beyond patient with me <3 lookin at you ashley bby

heck may do saucy coloring book pages as well

and yes i will be doing tutorials like i promised, got new program and jazz so gotta get that sorted ;3


also i will not be re making a face book its a pain in the ass and i keep getting the alternate accounts i make reported for copying my actual name..like..how do i even prove im not copying myself?

you can message me on mah twitter here https://twitter.com/BlindChan

I check it often and will post completed work there and here
im also getting my phone sorted out so i can tweet on mobile so ill be able to communicate with peoples when im not home and give updates on the regular without a mass interface cluttering mah space.