{Ranty-Pants} HAHAHA EVERYTHING SUCKS!
9 years ago
General
Please completely ignore this if you don't want to see a ton of ranting... Because HO BOY this is gonna be a long one...
Man... I feel like once I maybe get a foot up on things financially EVERYTHING starts crumbling around me.
Between my job really not giving me enough hours (I was Promised around 30 hrs a week and I have maybe been getting 16 on a good week)
To all the stupid car stuff, to our apartment complex raising our rent A LOT ( Close to $400 A MONTH) to just not having enough money to get ANY Christmas presents for
my boyfriend and family I just am feeling SO SO SO upset.
I feel defeated, I feel hopeless.
I feel like nothing is gonna work out and that I should just crawl into a hole and never come out because that is the easiest solution. I fell like I CAN'T ESCAPE, And it is slowly making me loose it. I am unhappy and tired all the time, Nothing makes me happy because I am STRESSING OUT about God Damn money.
And I feel bad because I have these commissions I REALLY actually want to work on! They are gonna be lovely and so cute, but I just... Ugh.
I need help, but I don't know who to go to.
FA+
