Aw, sorry to hear that things are getting you down like that.

*Sends in the oversized professional hugs team from Dewe, Snuggem & Howe to work you over*

Never know, might help a bit.

Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming --

WOW - What a Ride!