Well for starters, my grandmothers recent death about a week or less ago, and going to her funeearl still haunts me so im really depressed :( and my modeling job is killing me, i just got back from a 2 week vacation they let me have and now they are making me work double which is so STRESSFUL and UNFAIR luckyily this contract with them ends real soon, and when it does im quiting and looking for a new job that would be less stressful even if it means more pay. the paparazzi and shit are stress enough but now my contracters making me work double draws the line, so as soon as this contract ends,as i said im gonna quit and look for a newer less stressful job even if it means less pay. but i cant handle modeling anymore im 22 or almost 22 and they are making me work this much.. i swear.