Ugh.

Uggggggh.

There are times that I honestly sit here as apathetic as Hell and ask myself if it's really worth going on. I'm needing more commission work than ever due to paying back a fursuit partial that I was unable to work on (stress, anxieties, depression, etc) and I'm not making money. I'm barely breaking even. So most of my time now is dedicated to drawing art for other people, no games, no anything. Just one after the other, as much as I can do.

And I still need more work.

£70 out of my pocket every two weeks sounds like only a little to some folk, but I don't earn money except via the small amount of commissions I get. I'm jobless, on a sickness allowance, and I've not been able to drag my sorry self to the doctors for about two weeks now, so I'm gonna end up being put back on the lower medication again so I can 'build back up'.

Which means weeks upon weeks of feeling like shit whilst drawing art for other people and having literally no time to myself.

So those who are waiting on any sort of commission from me, there's a queue, so please be patient. I'm getting through as much as I can.