Hello. Uh. I'm trying to be social again, but like, it's hard, you know? especially in the internet age, there's so many facebooks and twitters and stuff, that it's rattling. and even if you want to be social, it just kind of feels like your farting into the wind. A wind that's blowing past a 1930's factory. For a long time, I found it depressing, and terrifying. I look at it from a new perspective though. If we assume nobody cares, then what is the point? There is no point. Being pointless is incredibly liberating. Fuck you, I make my own point!

So I decided, I'm just going to write things, assume I'm talking to no one, and see what happens. No judging, you know? Like, even if I type away and no one ever ever responds, what does it really matter? There's hundred's of logs of TNG_Season_9 logs on twitter you can read, and a bunch of porn to look at. There's always real life friends, too. The point is, I don't want to come off as disingenuous, or like someone begging for sempai to notice me. I'm just trying some stuff. Feel out the situation, ya dig?

Just takin' it easy, mans. I'm gonna click the featured journal to see what happens. You can't stop me.