I'd just like to apologize for the spam of journals. I'd been thinking about it and I've come to realize that there have been some things that have bothered me even when I thought they didn't. Anything and everything that has ever happened in the past is just that: the past.

I just need to let it go.

For some people it's easier said that done. For others it's ridiculously easy for them. But in some cases they can let go...but unconsciously linger on things that shouldn't have to linger in the first place. It's not going to be easy for me, but with time and patience, as well as support from my friends and family...I think I'll be able to move on past issues that have happened in recent times as well as issues that have happened many years ago.

I keep on getting told to "hunt the good stuff" and be resilient in life and my career, but I guess I was only applying it to only half of my life when it came to physical stuff rather than emotional stuff. I see that now, and I'm going to change it for the better.

Thank you for those of you who have been talking to me. It means a lot to have even that kind of support, and I want to be able to do the same.