As i was trying to fall asleep i found myself thinking about random things, and since i could not sleep due to insomina i now find myself writeing about these thoughts.

I was talking with my flat mate the other night as i was thinking about doing a selfless action,
and she made it seem as if it was actually a selfish action, well atleast until i explained that i did not exspect anything in return except trying to make someone random happy.
But I suppose that in a world where a lot of people have reasons behind their actions, I suppose it becomes a lot easier to suspect people. I won't deny that at times I do things for selfish reasons as well, in this case it is not one of those. So now she has me wondering if I should do what I wanted to and risk seeming selfish or simply do it and just hope people have more faith then she does.

I could not avoid to think about the fandom as a whole either, and it dawned on me that since so many gifted people are within it and their art is so amazing if I actually belong within it as I have almost no artistic skill when it comes to art. I know I'm a furry as there are few things that makes me smile more then the people and how they behave within the fandom, In many ways people seem like a family or at least tight groups of friends.

Last thing that crossed my mind was that if we actually say that everyone is blessed with atleast one gift then what is mine. I suppose it could be thinking, and according to my friends I have a soothing voice as well so at least I have that going for me xD

On the bright side insomnia gives me more time to think about my fursona :)