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sorry about not being here yesterday???
10 years ago
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tbh i feel like crap (again), how surprising
im trying to draw, but???
uh
listen, you ever take step back and realize how no one actually cares about you??
and how you actually have no friends???
and how youre really really alone and have no one??
thats what i realized
and i know tht its 100% true
i dont blame them, tbh lmao
im trying to draw, but???
uh
listen, you ever take step back and realize how no one actually cares about you??
and how you actually have no friends???
and how youre really really alone and have no one??
thats what i realized
and i know tht its 100% true
i dont blame them, tbh lmao
I'm not gonna say I know you're situation and people love you, but I can say at least that
From what I've seen you seem like a really sweet person, and I've really really liked talking to you and commenting on your art and stuff! I love watching your gallery grow and I like how nice you are to all your followers and the artists you like.
I'm sorry you're feeling shitty.... I'm not great at talking lmao but I'm really good at listening if you ever need someone to talk to!
Take your time with your art, you don't have to be here every day. <3
Make sure to take care of yourself. u w u
right now i just??? wish i wasnt here, tbh. i've had some lows in the past but i think this week has been the worst thus far..?
im not on any type of medication and i was diagnosed with depression a couple of years ago but my parents just said that i had nothing to be sad about so refused to pay for any type of medication or therapy
im sure its just my depression causing me to think this but??? i just
dont?? see the point in talking to people or trying to be nice to people or drawing my 'friends' art if they hold no interest in talking to me..?
its...frustrating but what else should i expect
idk man. im just lonely? i have no one i can call i close friend anymore?? if i were to die tomorrow only my dog would mourn me
That sounds like some big bullshit, depression is super serious. :c
Dude I mean... I've been in a period like that, I definitely don't have a lot of friends still lol but... I found a couple that I honestly wouldn't trade for more.
You gotta find the right people, sometimes it's really hard because... well social things are just fucking crazy and people are crazy and it's all a big mess. But like I said you seem super nice and interesting??? Just in general?? Lmao idk how people couldn't hold interest in talking to you. I'm sure your depression is playing a part in you not wanting to really bother with it, but it could be other things too. Friendships are supposed to feel... not necessarily rewarding but mutual? Like if you feel like you're putting out way more effort than they are then that just sucks. Oof anyway sorry; I'm not great at wording things haha.
Mostly I want to say I'm sorry you're so lonely... I hope maybe you're feeling a bit better, or at least I hope that I haven't said anything too dumb lmao.
Hang in there, you got this. <3