So..... Not only have I stumbled upon someone who actually wants to be with me (More like HE stumbled into ME lol), but He wants to take me to his prom... and I'm not even out of the "Closet" with anyone except for my coworkers. Even bigger problem? He goes to my brother's school, so MY BROTHER WILL BE THERE. Just for clarification, my brother is not the most accepting person in the world. I'm kind of at a loss. I've never been to a dance, let alone a PROM, and I'm a little scared of all this newness.
-Hugs myself nervously-
-sighs-
I talked to my dad, and he thinks it's a bad idea to try to get into a relationship seeing as i'm off to college in Oklahoma in three months. But I've never had something like this before, at least in real life, and I don't want to pass up an opportunity like this. I feel like if I pass this up, I'll regret it for a long time, and I'll probably not find a mate for another four years (Uber-Christian college).
My dad says my mom might freak out and kick me out of the house, and there's nothing he can do about it. I don't want to keep seeing him in secret, it's not right or fair to him. I just don't know what to do. Being kicked out three months before I leave for college will be a huge setback, but at what cost? I shouldn't have to make a huge sacrifice to be able to be myself, it seems a little wrong and backwards.
:-/

Sorry for the rant, I'm just a stressed little horse right now.