So. First journal. So its been almost 10 years since I gave up drawing. since I have done any real art or what ever. I was hoping to go to collage for art but I dropped out of school in grade 11 when my mother got cancer and I got stressed and so on. I have had alot of bumps in the road and sadly of ups and downs. Some how I keep swinging.

So about 9 months ago or so my best friend and the love of my life encouraged me pick up my pencil again and do what I love. I love to draw and paint and sketch. Sadly I lost her.. her fear and demons took her from me. She fought so hard and I am so proud of her but in the end she broke. Maybe some day our souls will be together. But for now I am starting a book. Short 10 page comic showing our story from an artistic point of view. Inspired by the animation draw with me. It is my last gift to her.

I hope where ever she is she sees it and smiles seeing it and thinks back to all the love and happy memories we shared. I hope to keep drawing. I love it so but she was my inspiration and my muse.
I remember all the good times and all the smiles. Me counting down from five and always making her smile. and spending those long long nights just sitting there cuddling. I was never afraid to tell her what was in my heart but I did not tell her as much as I should have in the beginning because I was scared to admit I was so in love with her.

It's funny how one person can touch your life so deeply and pull you out of hell. I wish I could tell her how much she ment to me and that honestly I am not mad at her for leaving me alone. And that I look back at the years we spent together and I smile. She was a blessing in my life who deserves the best in life. Even if it was not me. I wanted to be better for her. And she made me better for it. I thank you and this work I do I pour my heart and soul and a few tears in it for you.


Any ways so working on a comic for the first time in almost a decade. So... yay :D