i know i have been off the grip from time to time for good reasons though, i needed time out from the fandom to deal with life BS and stuff like finding a job and getting out of this house. That being said in Early February im going for lung surgery due to the fact of an infection that i had no idea of having, i just thought i had a bad cough but having it for a long time and nearly passing out from the coughing i finally got it checked and im going into surgery soon which is already scaring me to shit. so thats pretty much it i got on my mind just trying to stay sane as much as possible before February comes around.