Alright, so as i'm sure you all know, alot has happened in my life.

For starters, my mom died. then, a week later, my roomie slept with my most recent attempt at any sort of love life. And now, a couple weeks back, my grandmother dies as well. My uncle is now angry at me because grandpa thinks im the more responsible one, and doesnt really want much to do with him. My homework is piling up, and let's just be honest here


I dont really care any more.

I'm taking some time for myself, when i realized that if i can do the eulogy for the 2 people i loved most in my life. then whats a little willpower to get off of the net, do my homework, make A's and go somewhere?

Effortless, if i can "kick the habit".

So i'm taking a sabbatical, after discussing it with a few close friends. I should be nearby, send me emails if you want to check up, i'm bound to check those. Some of you have my cell, feel free to text.

This is, at least currently, not a permanant decision. merely a motivation based one to resolve the vast piles of homework making it difficult to do anything, and to get some excersize and find who i am. it's time for soul searching.

Catch you all later.