Im effing pissed!!!
11 years ago
General
So... Today I almost lost my shitaki mushrooms and went on a rampage because of the pure stupidity flowing out of my "so-called" paternal figure's mouth. This time, it wasn't directed towards me (luckily, or else I would have punched something), but my compulsive liar of a father truly topped his best work today when he told my bisexual brother that he shouldn't be kissing his boyfriend in public. Now, you must understand, this isn't just an act of narrow-minded parenting. Oh, no! that would be TOO easy to swallow. My extremely GAY, BOYFRIEND-HAVING, LITERAL ROOSTER-SUCKING FATHER TOLD MY 24 YEAR OLD BROTHER THAT IT WAS A CRIME IN MIAMI FLORIDA IN THE UNITED STATES OF FLIPPING AMERICA FOR A MAN TO BE KISSING ANOTHER MAN!!!!!!! He lied to my poor foreign brother, just to scare him poopless, to assert dominance and make him feel small and stupid. My father is constantly making us feel worthless and ignorantly helpless through lies and scams and insisting that we would be nothing without him. I am still a minor, so I can't leave, and my brother is waiting for his paperwork on his green card to come through, so he can't leave. And the worst part is, we can't ask for help from any friends or extended family, because he is so casually charming, that they think we are crazy!!! He has threatened so many dreadful things to me, and when I called the authorities, he started crying and said I'm problematic and he is trying so hard to be a single father but he doesn't know how to control MY LIES anymore. Guys, I'm so lost and faithless right now. I need days like these to melt away from my mind. All I want to do is sleep it off, but I know tomorrow, I'm waking up in the same trench. I guess I just needed to vent, and get this off my chest before I broke down.
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On another note Caliber is right, you are very cool from what I know of you, and you won't have to deal with this shit your whole life, hell I have some friends in Britain who can't come out about their liking of guys cause apparently, where they are, it's actually illegal!
an idea I just had: if you have a smallish camera, next time something happens, record it secretly, that way you'll have proof if you have to call the authorities again!